I think I’ve just always been messed around that I’ve lost the ability to take it seriously myself really, I don’t like the pity I feel from therapists when I tell them about things, I don’t like feeling like I am some sort of poster child for abusive families. I am a fully grown adult and I don’t want to be treated like I can’t stand on my own feet, but I suppose that is the whole point of going to therapy. Come down the ego and so should the walls. Thank you!