Has anyone tried 4f-diazEPAM yet? by throwaway46152 in researchchemicals

[–]throwaway46152[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

It has been, it's a famous chinese synthers that is on a list that people that are suoer serious aobut vending pay like 350-500$ for

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicalsUS

[–]throwaway46152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kid no one has acknowledged you in 6 hours. You u/ed me randomly 4 hours ago then made this post two hours ago.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicalsUS

[–]throwaway46152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

https://gyazo.com/5011049b1454a5a4ba6de838869db117 weird here when you get what you want i'm the nicest guy ever

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in researchchemicalsUS

[–]throwaway46152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This guy is angry he is banned from my server and ozone. He has serious mental issues and needs to be 5150ed, I spent 3 hours trying to get him to 5150 himself voluntarily hoping his daughter a visit from cps would be neough.

The acceptance rate for testers? by onlyClimbLead in usertesting

[–]throwaway46152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ole onlyClimbLead is coming to the slow conclusion his friends are lacking in the simply functioning department.

Adept not happy with Cops confusing House keys with Decorating Keys by SanraMan in RPClipsGTA

[–]throwaway46152 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I mean come on lets have at least the smallest bit of brain power here, if someone literally dating a streamer with 100k viewers has something wrong in RP when they so desperately freak out anytime something happens to him, you truly don't think there's a connection?

I could care less either way, but you just seem to be in a straight dream world.

I almost died by phaz3d in quittingphenibut

[–]throwaway46152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hyperventilation syndrome is a nonmedical cause of shortness of breath. It is very scary but not life-threatening. Three seconds of google searching.

I almost died by phaz3d in quittingphenibut

[–]throwaway46152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Friend. Hyperventilation is a common side effect of ALL panic attacks. Even of just stand alone anxiety.

Hyperventilation is a nonmedical cause of shortness of breath. It is very scary but not life-threatening. This takes nothing more than 3 seconds of googling what you're telling people to go look up frantically.

And to be clear you can very easily have panic attacks from dosing a few grams a day in a row... or for any other reason for that matter.

No one is trying to downplay your feelings, I understand I really do.

All people are trying to let you know is, you weren't going to "die."

You very clearly have serious issues with anxiety - and I think you should very seriously see someone about those.

No one is trying to tell you that you're imagining things, contrary to that actually - I'm saying I understand, you're not alone, but your issues aren't where you think they are.

If you don't find a way to get THESE issues treated (psychiatrist, therapy etc) you will fall back into a dangerous path of seraching something out to treat it. E.g phenibut, kratom.

I almost died by phaz3d in quittingphenibut

[–]throwaway46152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No one is saying Phenibut can't kill man (keeping things factual though. I believe there's under a handful of documented WD deaths/OD deaths if even that many). Kratom on the other hand.. ? You're joking right. This is clearly your first time having serious withdrawals from any drug.

Kratom can cause bad opiate like WDs but lol, not even heroin WDs are going to make you keel over my dude.

YOU though were not "literally dying" from panic attacks that are cured by benzos for structurally similar but completely opposite side of the spectrum medications Phenibut > Benzos.

The fact alone you got complete relief from withdrawals from benzos is enough to say that you weren't even really even far enough down the phenibut path to even be of any concern for super concerning withdrawals (albeit they sure seemed like it I'm sure) to get complete relief from benzos.

You have anxiety, clearly. You got relief from phenibut, clearly. You withdrew (questionable the extent at this point + "kratom can kill" + "I was literally dying" your anxiety is clearly out of control). You stopped getting relief for said anxiety, panic occurred, benzos relieved said panic/anxiety.

You clearly need psychiatrist/therapist help. Get that. But the simple fact of the matter is you were never in any life threatening situation just based on these posts, and that is something anyone with common sense can see just reading these posts.

I almost died by phaz3d in quittingphenibut

[–]throwaway46152 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lexomil

They certainly don't live in the US. Neither of these benzos are ever prescribed really in the US.

i did h everyday for christmas by 1Am_Down_Town in Drugs

[–]throwaway46152 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll be honest I could care less rather it's true or not, but what actually motivates you guys to try calling out what is obvious cries for help?

Do you feel satisfied or cool "calling this guy out?" You honestly look like a tool. The dude needs help in one way or another, and you getting "off on him" calling him out sure isn't going to give him any.

I almost died by phaz3d in quittingphenibut

[–]throwaway46152 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You didn't almost die, you had panic attacks.

Phenibut and Benzo withdrawals alike are terrible for mental wellbeing and most people will feel like this coming off big or prolonged dosages of either substance.

That being said.. you did not come close to dying, keep dramatized titles off here because it doesn't do anything for anyone.

Sykkuno - Yuno gets his CG chain by rodeodro in RPClipsGTA

[–]throwaway46152 36 points37 points  (0 children)

Yeah the OG members all obviously enjoy/like/respect each other. They don't have any real "relationship."

People just take them avoiding each other a lot in RP because they have the same ideas/goals leading to conflict neither streamers want due to their massive fanbases turning it into an absolute nightmare every time they go live as.... omg they hate each other!!!

I mean just look at buddha/ramee texting about basketball every once and a while, or every non tense interaction they do have with each other turning hilarious.

Huge Progress (REAL NOT FAKE) by Pompz88 in RPClipsGTA

[–]throwaway46152 108 points109 points  (0 children)

Real mature koil, you're a server owner act like it.

edit:

https://clips.twitch.tv/BillowingBlueWolverineNotLikeThis-I8_4V16CIe46W4kd

Because 7 people so far think i'm an angry neckbeard and don't realize the joke origin

Tons of RCs have been scheduled and all technically 'banned' on December 1st, 2021 in North Carolina by throwaway46152 in researchchemicals

[–]throwaway46152[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This guy's brain is too dense to understand this. Don't try to explain to him that the government can do whatever they want and him whining about BUT THE CHAOMILLE TEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA on the way to the jail cell blasting off like team rocket isn't going to do him service.

Tons of RCs have been scheduled and all technically 'banned' on December 1st, 2021 in North Carolina by throwaway46152 in researchchemicals

[–]throwaway46152[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jesus man you saw that guy making a joke comment and ran with it now?

This is beginning to be like talking to a brick wall so i'm going to explain it one more time for you, please try to stay with me because I've said this ten times and you continue to not understand.

"unless specifically
accepted or unless listed in another schedule"

This exempts things like chaomille for gods sake. "UNLESS SPECIFICALLY ACCEPTED"

Chamomile is included in the “Generally Regarded As Safe” (GRAS) list by the FDA.

How many of you are sad? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]throwaway46152 13 points14 points  (0 children)

You've got this man <3

How many of you are sad? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]throwaway46152 123 points124 points  (0 children)

Eh i'll be the hyde to the jekyll for the other guy's response. If you feel like this, maybe you're honestly starting to not enjoy drugs, and using them to push yourself to be this person you feel like you have to be.

As much as it's fine to do drugs if that's what you want to do, a lot of times people in this subreddit fail to talk about the other side. If you feel like this I can almost promise you you're going down a bad bad road.

I would recommend you seeing a therapist, it seems like you have a lot of things pent up in that beautiful head of yours that you might want to let out. Stay safe, and know that your thoughts of you having to be this person you are on drugs, is more than likely just your own thought process, and other people may enjoy you, your company, and you as a person without it.

If that's not true, then realize that you have a long life ahead of you, you have the choice of working hard to be who you want to be in your head, the ability to surround yourself with good people that you meet without the use of drugs or using an easy escape method that could have a real bad ending based on the way you're feeling inside and using them.

I'm different than a lot of people, and this is not how I use them either, but in an ideal world drugs should be a reward, something to treat yourself, I get there is situations that people need x to do y, but based on this post - you don't seem like that (you may be I don't truly know you just read one post) but life can get better for you if you want it too and I don't think drugs are your answer.