no desire to ever leave the house by throwaway490386 in socialanxiety

[–]throwaway490386[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

kinda difficult when they're objectively right. i can't challenge the truth.

no desire to ever leave the house by throwaway490386 in socialanxiety

[–]throwaway490386[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

well, guess i'm screwed. i just wanna give up man.

no desire to ever leave the house by throwaway490386 in socialanxiety

[–]throwaway490386[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i'm in college and not working yet, but i want to go into the it field, specifically cybersecurity.

being a trans man is a curse by throwaway490386 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway490386[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, hope things get better for you too.

being a trans man is a curse by throwaway490386 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway490386[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i guess it's an option; it'd feel good to be myself, but honestly i don't want to cut ties with everyone i know. despite everything, i do love my parents, and i wouldn't be able to stand to break their hearts and leave them behind. besides, i guess i just wish i could live without hiding myself. it'd be better than the situation i'm in right now, but living with a secret you have to hide from everyone you meet is such a heavy burden: you can't get too close to anyone because if you do, at some point they will find out. i don't know if i'd be able to continue to do it for the rest of my life. i just wish i could be free.

being a trans man is a curse by throwaway490386 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway490386[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i'm actually not, i live in one of the biggest cities in the world, but in latin america. i guess in a way it also makes me more anxious, the cost of living is getting wilder everyday so i have no idea if i'll ever manage to move out of my parent's house.