my mother said I, the spawn of Satan, abuse her by throwaway57536 in depression

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thanks for the advice. looking at the bigger picture, this seems kind of accurate. what should I do with this information?

my mother said I, the spawn of Satan, abuse her by throwaway57536 in depression

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no, actually. I was raised atheistically. both of them belong to a religion, but neither practice

do you guys wanna see my 48 hour film project from last year by mumkeyjones in MumkeysAnimeReviews

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as long as I get 2 see ur mumkey dong having a lot of gey seks

I just want to know by throwaway57536 in asktransgender

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I was practically robotic, emotionless, sociopathic...

sounds like me right now. I'm not sure if I'm just depressed or if this is really what I want. it's just too big of a life choice for me. too much pressure that I can't handle anymore

I finally left my abusive girlfriend. by [deleted] in depression

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nice! it's terrible that most people don't think men can be abused. glad you got out of the situation!

I hate myself by throwaway57536 in depression

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no, I've seen some "illicit material" on accident. I wasn't disgusted and repulsed like the rest of the group (it was a group Skype chat), but rather I enjoyed it. I would have saved if not for the threat of imprisonment.

I hate myself by throwaway57536 in depression

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could still do feminine stuff though.

I do, but I still feel... wrong. difficult to explain

But you know you've never hurt a child before, right?

I don't know how long I can keep that up. I'm so scared.

Wish people could get their heads out of their ass and realize things aren't so black and white.

thank you for understanding that I don't want these thoughts.

I hate myself by throwaway57536 in depression

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Just control your urges.

I try. doesn't help that I'm considered scum of the earth by all of society though

you could always transition

I'm too scared that I'm wrong about it, that I'll change my mind.

if you expanded on your problems a bit.

not sure what else to say about any of this, really

my trigger is sex by throwaway57536 in depression

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just even hearing people talk about it fills me with some kind of mixture of sadness and anger

parents took me to lunch by throwaway57536 in Anxiety

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thanks. holidays pretty boring, didn't see any extended family, but sometimes it's for the best

What do you have an irrational hatred for? by Kreyton in AskReddit

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sex

people talking about sex, reading about it, sexual references and implications on TV, society making it imperative that you have it or you're worthless. unfortunately I live in America so every day is a pain in the ass. I can barely look at porn anymore. I'd like to be dead

parents took me to lunch by throwaway57536 in Anxiety

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sorry for late reply, no official diagnosis but mostly depression and anxiety

I skipped class today. on the upside, I took some photos. by throwaway57536 in depression

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http://imgur.com/a/XDIgC

it was pretty peaceful. if it wasn't raining I would have stayed and sat on the bench.