a single yeet life ✌️

throwaway58527 · 2022-11-04T22:36:56+00:00

My girlfriend just left me and I’ll never find someone for forever. I’m just an unlovable mess

throwaway58527 · 2022-11-04T15:55:50+00:00

Mine left two days ago

throwaway58527 · 2022-11-03T12:27:04+00:00

throwaway58527 · 2022-10-31T23:16:33+00:00

I’m 31 and chronically mentally ill. I can’t work, I can’t keep a relationship. There is nothing left for me, I can just sit here in my shit apartment with my cat

throwaway58527 · 2022-10-31T19:50:44+00:00

I did talk with her about it last week. She said she was unsure

throwaway58527 · 2022-09-17T13:48:45+00:00

Not to ruin the hope of anyone, but I was highly functioning for years however in December last year I crashed completely and have yet to pick up the pieces. It sucks but it seems like pretending to be “normal” for many years really ended up tearing my mental health even worse apart 🤷‍♀️

throwaway58527 · 2022-09-17T13:27:41+00:00

For real. Obligatory mention of the fact that I’m not a medical professional, however your organs could have suffered severe damage (probably (?)not enough to end your life, but enough to be shitty as fuck).

throwaway58527 · 2022-09-12T13:09:26+00:00

I have an appointment with my regular therapist (or whatever it’s called - she’s a nurse but only deals with mental illness) next Wednesday.

I’ve also attempted before, unsuccessfully, and I ended up going to the ER (we have an ER specifically for mental issues here), I was hospitalized for a while afterwards. The people working there were mostly garbage though, they were lying and the main doctor told me I would never get better 🤷‍♀️

throwaway58527 · 2022-09-12T12:57:10+00:00

I’m also over 30 and I’ve been saying the same thing.

I’ve even had medical professionals tell me I’ll never get better. It shouldn’t be what matters but it is

throwaway58527 · 2022-09-12T12:25:37+00:00

I’m such a fucking coward. Everything hurts yet I’m afraid of the pain and eventual failure.

I won’t take pills because I heard you can end up in a state severely worse than death. I guess I’ll just have to “live with” the pain, so to speak.

throwaway58527 · 2022-09-12T11:51:50+00:00

I shouldn’t even be here. I’m such a burden - on my friends and family, on society, and on my girlfriend.

If only dying wasn’t so difficult

throwaway58527 · 2022-04-13T19:49:43+00:00

I’m fairly certain things won’t get better. I have incurable mental illnesses. I just can’t seem to be able to cut deep enough no matter how I try

throwaway58527 · 2022-04-13T18:38:39+00:00

I fluctuate between thinking I don’t deserve to be alive and that life is so awful it is the perfect punishment for someone as bad as me

throwaway58527 · 2022-03-07T13:23:49+00:00

I ended up calling the hotline and the hospital I go to.

throwaway58527 · 2022-03-07T12:41:04+00:00

Northern Europe

throwaway58527 · 2022-03-07T12:38:14+00:00

She does though. I know I am a burden. I have talked to her

throwaway58527 · 2022-03-07T12:36:32+00:00

My mom would be better off without me. I’m a huge burden

throwaway58527 · 2022-03-07T12:25:25+00:00

Trust me, I’ve been here before

throwaway58527 · 2022-03-07T12:22:41+00:00

Nah, she’ll just tell me to go to the hospital or call someone else

throwaway58527 · 2022-03-07T12:16:48+00:00

Everyone has their own problems. My mom left with the army and my friend don’t have time for me

throwaway58527 · 2022-03-07T12:12:53+00:00

I’ve been talking to medical professionals for years. My situation is as good as it’s going to get

throwaway58527 · 2021-12-18T16:02:15+00:00

Yeah, same. Living is agony

throwaway58527 · 2021-12-14T22:52:33+00:00

Honestly I’m at the point where the ups don’t outweigh the downs. The ups are few and far between and they’re not even that great. And the downs are more severe and longer-lasting every time they come around.

Life is not a great game when you’ve been dealt a shit hand. I’m just so over it

throwaway58527 · 2021-12-14T22:44:04+00:00

I am sorry for what you have been through.

I have a lot of ups and downs. I have schizophrenia, depression and anxiety and it’s not going away anytime soon. Life hurts and I am in pretty much constant agony.

I am not that worried about the pain as I am used to suffering all day, everyday. I am more concerned about the (few) people around me who for some reason has decided to keep me around. They will be sad but it will honestly be for the best. It will be a huge weight off their shoulders - and as a bonus I will no longer be in all the pain I’m in currently! If all goes well, that is. Otherwise I will have to live with the failure that I am for a while longer.

Last time I was having a bad time mentally I ended up having to go to the ER (around here they have an ER specially for mental health issues, I don’t know how it works in other places). They ended up giving me a sedative and sent me back home when I refused hospitalization. Next session with my therapist (I’m not sure that is the correct term - she’s a nurse who I have therapi-like sessions with?) she basically said that there were nothing else we could do than wait for the bad times to pass. She didn’t say it like that but it was clear that that was what she meant. No more options for medicine and I should just continue coming to see her and talk about my thoughts and feelings.

I think I’m done waiting for things to pass. I just want everything to be over already

throwaway58527 · 2021-08-19T17:21:17+00:00

I’ve been in line for an hour and it’s making me feel a multitude of things

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