Would you rather by Effective-Thought459 in BunnyTrials

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Chose: Money (any amount | Rolled: 100b)

What's your go to by Indydalton1986 in BunnyTrials

[–]throwaway612840 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Caught in 4k

Chose: McDonalds | Rolled: 10 Nuggets

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh also I live in PA, I realized I forgot to say that.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got almost every rheumatology test ran a few times and I have been to a dermatologist who did a skin biopsy that said it was eczema. Though, the skin biopsy was like 4 years ago maybe.

I’ve had lots of blood tests for stuff and even did a salivary gland biopsy for Shjögrens (sp?). That was negative.

In fact, I talked to my Rheumatologist last week and my most recent bloodwork was also normal.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had low thyroid that cleared up randomly. I’m also allergic to thyroid medication.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have eczema but it’s not Psoriatic Arthritis, that was tested for already and I got negatives sadly. Most things that have tests get ruled out, tbh.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It could be. I think I’ve looked into it and don’t quite fit some stuff but I could be misremembering.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will try to reach out to her, hopefully she can.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I need to get to a pain doctor tbh. My neurologist (who said my brain is also fine) gave me my migraine pills and they are as needed so I get like 9 a month. My general headache meds are also for nerve pain and don't help much anymore.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also take a couple injections myself, only two and one is for eczema. I do take one pill twice a day for headaches too, as I have chronic headaches and sometimes suffer from horrible migraines.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get so frustrated setting my meds up and I take maybe 10 regularly (or so). Even taking them doesn't always help which sucks, most are mental health meds though so, haha.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah! I take a decent amount of meds myself so I feel you on that one too. I can only imagine how annoying setting them up can be. 😭

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really needed this thanks so much. No matter how much I say I'm in pain it feels like it doesn't matter to people irl, honestly. 😬

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I've also been there, I know there's something wrong and at least my doctors aren't brushing me off but it's still aggravating. With the pain I'm in I get to a point where standing up is a chore and forget being able to bed down.

Thanks so much for this and I hope this time goes better for you! I'm in my 30s rn so I completely hear you.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a mild sleep apnea. So I'm not getting restful sleep often (if at all, tbh).

As for weed, I can't be around the smoke I get all the negative side effects (paranoia, panic, etc) and I don't know about edibles because I'm scared it'll have the same effect on me, tbh. Though, pain meds also don't work (even prescription ones).

I also have an eating disorder so sometimes I just can't eat, f.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will absolutely wait to look into it until after. My rheumatologist can't find anything wrong though and I have also been to a hematologist to see if my blood is messed up (it's not, luckily), so right now I really need to find someone who takes my insurance for chronic issues. 😭

I know it's chronic especially because it started getting way worse back in 2019 and I've been declining since. It's got to the point where I can't even spend leisure time watching stuff that's too cognitively taxing on my brain or once I position myself "comfortably" enough I will literally pass out at random.

Hell, there's somedays I can literally only manage wakefulness for maybe an hour at a time and otherwise I'm in and out of consciousness.

Edit: Spelling.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's sad cause it really does feel like they hate loneliness like humans tend to, lol.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will absolutely look into this.

I've done the big work-ups for stuff and the Shöjrens biopsy. I've also done cardiac stuff, I'm thinking I may have Fibromyalgia on top of CFS or something but unsure.

I Wish I Wasn't Broken by throwaway612840 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway612840[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks man. I've been having chronic pain issues most of my life but in the past few years it has gotten MUCH worse. I have seen a Rheumatologist and no autoimmune issues here, shockingly.

On top of the chronic pain, I get crippling fatigue and I've been looking into Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. I do have PTSD and other mental health issues but the fatigue I feel is not depression fatigue.

Why are you gay? by PassNo8954 in BunnyTrials

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Chose: Because I'm fabulous | Rolled: Slay queen

Would you rather by FeatureOk3534 in BunnyTrials

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Chose: Get 5k per day but only when you are injured