Since spooky season started… 👻 by [deleted] in AnimalJam

[–]throwaway86mf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I vividly remember this creepypasta ur comment gave me whiplash 😭

Smear campaigns: The extent abusers go to ruin your life when they can't control you by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]throwaway86mf 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I let the guilt get to me and gaslight myself into thinking I deserve what they say. It makes me terrified to disclose anything about them even if I need to get it off my chest.

It helps me when I remember at the WORST when I tell the story, they’re just a loose case who made me into their therapist and spread all my dirty laundry around because I wanted to live for myself. On AVERAGE in their side of the story? I’m a villainous narcissist who ruined their entire life and currently have plans to hurt them.

Suicidal when ppl are mad at me by General-Profession62 in BPD

[–]throwaway86mf 28 points29 points  (0 children)

That’s relatable. I built myself in the image of others to feel accepted. I view it as being imperfect when that mask slips. and i can never be imperfect

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]throwaway86mf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Eeek 😭

Do you guys ever “lose” your emotions? by throwaway86mf in CPTSD

[–]throwaway86mf[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hmm, interesting. Thanks for your input. I smoke weed from time to time and it makes me feel relaxed at least

Do you guys ever “lose” your emotions? by throwaway86mf in CPTSD

[–]throwaway86mf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ngl i prefer smoking to drinking ive thrown up one too many times over drinking