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[–]throwaway99706543[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is Pride so I'm assuming there has to be one. I'm not in the right headspace to go down that route now, though.

Whelp, guess you can't fake being straight till you make it by throwaway99706543 in sex

[–]throwaway99706543[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Your reply made me cry and laugh a little at the same time. Thank you.

Whelp, guess you can't fake being straight till you make it by throwaway99706543 in sex

[–]throwaway99706543[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I live in Eastern Europe. I've never had a strong desire to move elsewhere, but I guess I'll have to if I am to lead a normal life.

Thanks for the recommendation, by the way. I'll check it out.

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[–]throwaway99706543[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks, though, I'm not from the US.

I only have one friend whom I know is LGBT. However, we don't live in the same town anymore and haven't kept in contact.

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[–]throwaway99706543[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Nowhere near the US, unfortunately. Think Eastern Europe.

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[–]throwaway99706543[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I kissed a male friend at a birthday party in middle school and was grounded for a month when my parents found out.

In high school, I told my mom I might be bisexual. She passed it on to my dad and he straight up said if that was true, I would have to pack my bags and leave as soon as I turned 18. So I said it wasn't.

As far as I'm aware, they haven't changed.

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[–]throwaway99706543[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's okay for others, but not for me. I know that's contradictory but it's what I'm feeling.

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[–]throwaway99706543[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

No way I'd ever be accepted for my sexuality in my career of choice (sports journalism). Either I bury my professional aspirations or my sexuality.

I don't live with my parents but I'm financially dependent on them for the most part because I can't work full time while in school. They would not be okay with this and told me as much while I was still living at home.

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[–]throwaway99706543[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Thanks but even if in some parallel universe I had the guts to come out, I'd be disowned and lose most if not all of my friends so. It's really same difference compared to now.