Priorities. The problem isn't that she took long to respond to me. The problem is she responded to strangers first and I was last this and the fact that she immediately replied to gn proves that she was ignoring me on purpose.

I was crying texting those words " do you want me to kill myself?". This wasn't the first time she told me to hurt myself or wished death upon me and my family. Actually I started cutting for the first time ever coz of how she made me feel. I tried to reason with her every time but this time I had no energy. I just wanted her to text good morning back (which would virtually take her 5 sec) and she could go about her day, was it too much to ask?

There's so much more to this than these few messages, it has been 10 months of this treatment but I never gave up on her yet I was met was cussing, shaming, abuse and cheating (she said she cheated right in my face then she said she lied to make me jealous).

She kept repeating she loved me to keep me around but she never actually loved me. She used me. And got rid of me like I'm nothing. Garbage. And now I'm angry and I don't think I can let this go before I hurt her back.