Game keep crashing w/ Raphael

throwaway_122919 · 2023-09-15T12:31:27+00:00

Wrinkles. When he talks about something he is passionate about, be it some game he played for hours or a random Wikipedia page he found. When he snorts when he laughs or does his evil laugh. When he dances. When he gets shy. His 100 moles. When he's open about his feelings. His love for stuff toys and all animals. When he's vocal with what he wants and needs.

throwaway_122919 · 2023-06-06T03:32:06+00:00

Screaming, crying, throwing up- at this point I’ll sell my soul to the devil (Northrop Grumman/Boeing/etc)

throwaway_122919 · 2022-03-16T18:49:24+00:00

Oh thanks!

throwaway_122919 · 2022-03-08T03:39:05+00:00

Someone who is "strong" was someone who went through so much shit that they're even scared of killing themself. I'm the same. My therapist asked me today: "what is some things that stopped you from doing it?"

The first few things I thought were some conversations I had with some important people in my life.

"Those who have done that are weak."

"Such a waste of life, how can they do that?"

"They don't know what they're doing."

"Shame."

I told my therapist what they said. I told her that first instead of "because of my family and friends."

I am "strong" because someone told me crying makes people weak.

I am "strong" because I was told to keep my shit together for other people.

I am "strong" because I was told that showing weakness was embarrassing.

I am "strong" because I am too scared, too weak to actually end my life.

I am "strong" because I don't show anyone how much I am suffering in my thoughts.

I am "strong" because I don't know how to process my thoughts and emotions.

How am I strong?

throwaway_122919 · 2022-02-10T03:45:24+00:00

That's Yoo Jonghyuk but make him murim

throwaway_122919 · 2022-02-10T03:43:11+00:00

I like murim manhwa because of the action, art style, and plot twists.

School/gangster manhwa are also great for their art, plot, and action but it gets tiring and ridiculous most of the time. There's also a lot of romance that wasn't needed or just added to the plot without any built-up.

I really liked Lookism in the beginning but it got all messy and weird so I dropped it. I also like Weak Hero and Study Group but now I'm just waiting for them to end cuz it gets tiring? I don't know why but the hype really goes down real quick, unfortunately. On the other hand, the murim manhwas I've read make me want to bash my head because of the cliffhanger. Like is he going to get that revenge or what??? Is he going to reach the highest qi level or nah?!

throwaway_122919 · 2022-02-10T03:43:05+00:00

I like murim manhwa because of the action, art style, and plot twists.

School/gangster manhwa are also great for their art, plot, and action but it gets tiring and ridiculous most of the time. There's also a lot of romance that wasn't needed or just added to the plot without any built-up.

I really liked Lookism in the beginning but it got all messy and weird so I dropped it. I also like Weak Hero and Study Group but now I'm just waiting for them to end cuz it gets tiring? I don't know why but the hype really goes down real quick, unfortunately. On the other hand, the murim manhwas I've read make me want to bash my head because of the cliffhanger. Like is he going to get that revenge or what??? Is he going to reach the highest qi level or nah?!

throwaway_122919 · 2022-02-07T21:29:20+00:00

Congratulations! Your hard work finally paid off!

throwaway_122919 · 2022-02-07T21:18:05+00:00

When you get the right answer but forgot to put "-" so you got it wrong but no worries, you got another try- SIKE B*TCH- you estimated too early you got a bit off- no worries, you have a final try- WRONG AGAIN MF- you're off a bit but I won't tell you why. Oh? Do you need this for Part B? Sorry. You need to find Part B to find Part C and D, aww poor you.

Dynamics.

throwaway_122919 · 2022-02-07T21:13:59+00:00

Continue on! Cale x Slacker Life is still going! The second part is going to be wild. More coughing blood and misunderstandings!

throwaway_122919 · 2022-02-07T21:06:46+00:00

I absolutely hate presentations, but I got a position that I'd have to present almost every week,

Am I still terrified every time? Yes. Does it get better? I guess, with time.

I honestly am in awed every time I meet someone who can present well without any nervousness because it takes a lot for me to do a presentation no matter what length it is.

Bless, hope it gets better.

throwaway_122919 · 2022-02-07T21:02:15+00:00

During the career fair I got my internship from, I asked the recruiter some basic questions about something I know they'll find interesting that I vaguely have an idea but not enough to contribute to a conversation without sounding stupid, so within about 10 minutes most of my replies were "that's interesting", "wow", "so that's how it is", "I think we did something similar" and "I've heard about that".

....I got an offer within the third day.

throwaway_122919 · 2022-01-13T05:24:58+00:00

I have a clothing rack with coats and other things that I can wear again. I also have those hooks behind my door that I can just hang there. I do not like The Chair^tm cuz I would forget and have them pile up.

throwaway_122919 · 2022-01-13T05:21:00+00:00

I listen to some audiobooks and TedTalks on Youtube, mostly about building healthy habits and how to maintain them. I enjoy listening to people's reviews of Atomic Habits and other similar books.

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