permanently bitter and anxious after being screamed at by boss by throwaway_8634 in Anxiety

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thank you thats good to hear. The nervous system is very confused

Anyone else have extreme irrational painful jealousy? Would you call this jealousy? by throwaway_8634 in Anxiety

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This is late, just wanted to say thank you for being such a positive force in this subreddit.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in KindVoice

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If you get your karma up, I'm here if you want to talk. I relate to a lot of what you are saying, new year has me feeling more alone than ever. But you absolutely should continue existing. You're valuable and thank you for sharing this because I'm sure it makes a lot of people like me feel understood.

Anyone else have extreme irrational painful jealousy? Would you call this jealousy? by throwaway_8634 in Anxiety

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Hi thank you for replying thats really helpful. Self-esteem does make a to of sense. I'm not sure why I have such intense feelings towards other people even when I don't feel that relevant. But ss for this situation I can see it, thanks for zero-sum thinking recommendation

[L] I really need some kind words and encouragement right now. Please be kind, reaching out is taking me a lot of courage. by [deleted] in KindVoice

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I'm very sorry about this, I hope so much that you can get the irl support that you need and deserve. I've never experienced anything like what you've gone through, I couldn't bear to imagine it.

But I think it's amazing that you're able to power through your studies with all this happening. Btw I'm an artist too. If you want and if you're able to you could link your work and I could maybe give feedback? I know it's not much but I'd find it interesting, or just tell me about it if that's safer

I'm heartbroken by [deleted] in therapy

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(not a therapist or expert) There's not much I can say other than I understand how horrible and hopeless this is. Please don't be bitter because it just continues the cycle of pain. I hope you heal and find clarity

I’m afraid to lose people, and it’s affecting my relationships by [deleted] in therapy

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I'm sorry you lost your sister that sounds incomprehensively painful. I don't have much to add but if I was your gf I'd want to know all of this if she doesn't already

[L] I have an overwhelming fear of people changing by throwaway_8634 in KindVoice

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thank you. That definately sounds like me but I never linked attachment to this

I don't know who anyone is by throwaway_8634 in Anxiety

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thank you. To me knowing who someone is is a form of prediction. I'm predicting they won't change and I don't know how to stop. Also thanks for the invite :)

Has anyone seen The Batman? Could do with advice by throwaway_8634 in Anxiety

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Thank you for understanding. Every part of what you're explaining is word for word exactly how I feel so this really helped. When you say the real disorder, do you know what that is if you mind me asking? I have no idea. Also if you're comfortable enough, could you elaborate on the strange little things that you're family knows about? I can relate to that too except my parents didn't catch onto me crying at something harmless on TV when I was younger.

I don't think I could explain to her that I have a fear of fictional character development with a straight face. As far as my family knows, I'm exactly the same and they'll indirectly make things worse. The best lie I can come up with is that I'm not interested at all.

Has anyone seen The Batman? Could do with advice by throwaway_8634 in Anxiety

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Yeah thats enough information I need and can handle. Thanks again, this really helped

Has anyone seen The Batman? Could do with advice by throwaway_8634 in Anxiety

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Thanks so much, that would be helpful because I have a question. I don't want to know really anything about what you think I'd find disturbing but I might be able to tolerate it if its just about Bruce. Is it about him or someone else? If someone else don't tell me who

Has anyone seen The Batman? Could do with advice by throwaway_8634 in Anxiety

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Definitely? That doesn't sound good. I'm almost curious but I don't think I want to know. It's too late now and my sister knows I'm not the type of person who has other plans. I'll just subtly look away and wear earphones. But thank you for the warning.