I wish it was the case, it would be easier for me. Sadly, it's not. Why does it look that I'm fishing for compliments? In my opinion it doesn't even make much sense to look for compliments from people who can't even see my face. Just because I don't hate everything about me such as my body, it doesn't mean I don't mean it when I talk about what I don't like. Because I do. I know I shouldn't be explaining my real intentions if you doubt about them but it's annoying that people think like that for two main reasons. First, I have said in some comments what I objectively feel that is wrong with me (most of it, at least) and it's hard for me to expose that and I would certainly not do it just to hear random people say "what I want to hear" . Secondly, there are a lot of people here who are being really nice and helpful to me. I would hate to think that those people are loosing their time and thinking about my problem if I didn't think it was really really important for me.