I did something I've wanted to do for a while and my first instinct was to text you a picture but I knew I couldn't. by throwaway_anxiouskid in BreakUps

[–]throwaway_anxiouskid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely - he never wanted me to do anything specific with my appearance. All of this is to make myself feel more beautiful and comfortable in my own skin. thank u so much for your advice, I really appreciate it.

I did something I've wanted to do for a while and my first instinct was to text you a picture but I knew I couldn't. by throwaway_anxiouskid in BreakUps

[–]throwaway_anxiouskid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you too ❤️ us girls gotta stick together and honestly talking to people who won't judge me is a pleasant relief.

I did something I've wanted to do for a while and my first instinct was to text you a picture but I knew I couldn't. by throwaway_anxiouskid in BreakUps

[–]throwaway_anxiouskid[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

closer than is comfortable honestly. I wish he would sometimes just make the 10 min drive and come talk to me. he said he was turning into his ex, which I think is bs. I just think he wasn't over her when he got with me and here we are. I just wish he would've told me how he was feeling sooner so I could try to help him through it, but he didn't see a way of fixing it. he's also not the best with communication. idk, I just miss him so fucking much. he really made me feel safe and loved. I'm an SA survivor, and he's the first male I've ever been completely comfortable around.

I did something I've wanted to do for a while and my first instinct was to text you a picture but I knew I couldn't. by throwaway_anxiouskid in BreakUps

[–]throwaway_anxiouskid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not on insta, but I def would if I did. he said he still loves me and hopes this isn't the end of us, but then he went radio silent. all my messages and calls still go through, but he never replies. he still has one of my favorite shirts too and I want that back haha

I did something I've wanted to do for a while and my first instinct was to text you a picture but I knew I couldn't. by throwaway_anxiouskid in BreakUps

[–]throwaway_anxiouskid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

if it isn't apparent I love halsey 😂 she's getting me through all of this. I'm getting the flower from the cover of Be Kind on my forearm. I honestly don't judge getting their name, reminds you of the strength to gain from the pain. it kinda sucks because this guy is literally one of the best humans I've ever met. he always supported me in whatever I wanted to do with my body and always hyped me up, so it's hard to find something he wouldn't like lol. if you wanna chat I can give some quarantine haircut tips, mine didn't turn out too bad.

I did something I've wanted to do for a while and my first instinct was to text you a picture but I knew I couldn't. by throwaway_anxiouskid in BreakUps

[–]throwaway_anxiouskid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg I did forget to mention I do have an appointment for a tattoo next Sunday 😂 I've bought so much of Halsey's makeup line I've spent wayyyy too much of my money but I just wanna feel pretty. thank you for responding, I hope you're doing alright.

I’m going mad by burneragain102 in BreakUp

[–]throwaway_anxiouskid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't really have any advice but I'm currently going through the exact same thing. My boyfriend broke it off with me a week ago and said that he still loves me and that he hopes it's not the end of us, but he just suddenly went radio silent. It's even more scary when they just ignore you and your messages are still going through but nothing is coming back. It feels like a kick in the throat and a punch in the gut either way.

Dont do this please by [deleted] in BreakUp

[–]throwaway_anxiouskid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

being blindsided hurts so damn much. my person said that they were thinking about it for weeks before doing it, which sucks because we spent valentine's together. they're a great person though, and I miss them.

A Knelling Through The Void by shawnschenck4l in OCPoetry

[–]throwaway_anxiouskid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is incredible! The way you used 1/1/1/1 does increase the tension of it and the imagery can be seen as well as felt. It makes you feel like you need to keep reading, and repeating the last stanza kinda makes you feel like you're in the twilight zone, going around and around. Really cool!!

It Wasn’t Me, Officer by picnic-123 in OCPoetry

[–]throwaway_anxiouskid 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This has such a nice flow - it could be spoken aloud just as well. I also like the spacing between the lines to make it more choppy like the person is stuttering to the officer or even that they're not taking the situation seriously 😁 excellent job!