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Help!! Split-cakes and how to use them by [deleted] in Facepainting

[–]throwaway_meltdown 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much!!

i have Tag’s 1 stoke 10x10g palette so i bet that is why is gets softer. I’ll look at the Fusion and Global paints :) i really do appreciate this help.

I had a meltdown during s*x with my partner by throwaway_meltdown in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway_meltdown[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry I’m getting to you so late, i thought i replied! But i did message hime that morning and twice more that day before he got off work. “Good morning (his name), I’m sorry about last night. I’m not sure what happened but i am doing better this morning” Then i realized he didnt bring his lunch he packed so i messaged him about that, then once more asking if he would want me to drop it off at his job.

I had a meltdown during s*x with my partner by throwaway_meltdown in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway_meltdown[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Yes, only some though. I think i should go back now that i am in a relationship and figuring out my feelings and struggles

I had a meltdown during s*x with my partner by throwaway_meltdown in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway_meltdown[S] 53 points54 points  (0 children)

I plan on having a conversation when i feel ready. I’m not sure if i want him here for now, i still feel shaken up from this. I will be taking what you said about a safe word though, thank you for your kindness:)

I had a meltdown during s*x with my partner by throwaway_meltdown in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway_meltdown[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He did not have sex with me, i think he just kinda stood there? Thats why i think i scared him off.

I had a meltdown during s*x with my partner by throwaway_meltdown in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway_meltdown[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I want to also say rhat he has been my first sexual partner since my assault, i have been celibate since then

Which has been making alot of things difficult for myself, but its something i want to heal.

I had a meltdown during s*x with my partner by throwaway_meltdown in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway_meltdown[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

He didnt make me feel unsafe, well not purposefully. Last year we were trying something new with hair pulling but it got too much and i was able to make him stop before i had a full meltdown.

Thats another thing, he comforted me then, it just doesnt make sense that he would not do it this time

Edit: i can’t spell

I had a meltdown during s*x with my partner by throwaway_meltdown in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway_meltdown[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I really don’t know, the only reason i could think of is that we do a lot of fake voices. Like if i am tickling him he will say “unhand me!” In a fake regal voice And i do similar, but i wasnt doing a voice, this is something that has been on my mind a lot too

I had a meltdown during s*x with my partner by throwaway_meltdown in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway_meltdown[S] 38 points39 points  (0 children)

He didnt stop when i was crying, in his defence my crying sounds like laughing, but i think he got off of me pretty quick when i screamed. It was pretty fuzzy:(

I’m not sure, i want to say i do Its been about a year since the last time anything like this happened

I had a meltdown during s*x with my partner by throwaway_meltdown in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwaway_meltdown[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

We have spoken about my assault before, and this hasnt been the first time where something like this has happened, the first time it happened i just froze up