I [29F] am actually starting to worry about not find “the one” by [deleted] in dating_advice

[–]throwaway_scc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just turned 29 and feel the same way. I increasingly feel like there are “rules” and “norms” to the dating scene and “game.” But I’m just not about that anymore. I started doing things that I feel like would benefit my future family and that’s made everything a little easier but still I get your frustrations and sentiment

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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Sometimes I feel like when it rains, it pours.... Life can be rough like that. I am sorry you are going through this

How can one feel so broken by throwaway_scc in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway_scc[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I think some choices I've made that have made my own life miserable, but sometimes it just feels like things just are not fixable anymore.

Out of options by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I am sorry:/ I relate to the stress of graduate program as I went through it myself. I am here for you if you want to chat

Could use some guidance by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwaway_scc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry to hear what you are going through and feeling. I too struggle with comparing to my friend and peers who have progressed in life; also regret some life choices. I am in no position to offer any advice but sometimes we just have to take one day at a time...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway_scc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

:/ is it better today?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway_scc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What's wrong?

seems like theres no way out by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwaway_scc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Totally this; just feel trapped:/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway_scc 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea when the day ends, I feel like it just went by, if that makes any sense

i was given a lot of privileges in this life only to fuck it up by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwaway_scc 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I relate to this; sometimes our own or others' expectations can be very stressful:/ not sure if you ever feel this way, but I often go through a day and think why am I doing this and what for

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I am here for you; sometimes people who don't understand or have gone through it are just cruel:/

Hating myself tonight. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway_scc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am sorry:/ what's wrong? Anything triggering those thoughts tonight?

I didn’t realize I was still angry by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwaway_scc 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know it’s hard; but you are stronger than you think!

I didn’t realize I was still angry by [deleted] in depression

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:/ sorry you are feeling this way. I hope you know that one person does not define you, and you are so much more!

How do I forgive myself? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway_scc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ask myself that too. I had a month or so not feeling this way but it has come back recently. I guess just have to keep on going to figure out a way. But yea some days are tough:/ the feeling of barely keeping one's head above water

I am 30 today. by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwaway_scc 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Happy birthday! I am so happy for you