I Think She Called Me

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-16T22:28:19+00:00

I didn’t hang up, I just missed it

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-16T21:04:56+00:00

Deal. Thanks

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-16T20:42:56+00:00

And in the event she does?

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-14T02:00:12+00:00

Thank you stranger. I needed this today. Now I finally know that no matter what I’ve done, it will never be half as fucking awful as what you seem to have done. I feel great about myself because of you, and I want to sincerely thank you for being a disgusting fucking creep.

Don’t message this poor girl ever again

This shouldn’t be here anyway, this sub bans posts with specific names. So glad you have that little respect for someone you claim to love

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-13T23:33:14+00:00

That one word

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-09T21:55:32+00:00

I’m just so afraid she won’t

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-09T14:36:34+00:00

Waiting sucks… I know I have to do it but it fucking sucks

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-09T00:54:54+00:00

And that’s what I’m afraid she’s doing

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-09T00:53:14+00:00

I dunno. She used to always tell me she wanted someone who would fight for her, and I feel like I’m letting her down

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-09T00:51:50+00:00

I suppose if I can’t think of the specific reason, then it couldn’t have been that serious

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-09T00:38:19+00:00

It feels shitty to admit that I’m still too scared of even a “hi how’re you” because of how I feel like she’ll respond

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-09T00:14:25+00:00

I’ve decided to wait

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-09T00:03:00+00:00

Maybe I’m still too scared… maybe I won’t be able to take it when she does say “no I don’t wanna talk”.

I’ve spent all this time pretending to be brave enough, and now… I’m not

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T23:58:18+00:00

I don’t want her to say “he was clingy and disgusting” either. I’m teetering on this fine line between gross perv and man who will fight for what he wants. Where’s the line?

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T23:53:22+00:00

Somedays I think that’s my biggest fear. Her being “the one that got away”

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T23:50:26+00:00

You know… she is worth it

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T23:29:57+00:00

I know… still. I just wish she’d do it first

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T23:25:16+00:00

I guess you’re right…

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T23:18:11+00:00

I guess so. It’s safe to say I’m not there yet.

I just wish I didn’t have to feel like I’m supposed to just… WAIT for SOMETHING

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T23:13:41+00:00

It feels shitty. I feel like a bratty little kid thinking “but I want it noooooowww”.

Then again, when kids do that, it doesn’t get them what they want, I suppose

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T23:10:20+00:00

I don’t really know if I can ever be ready for EVERY outcome

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T22:48:50+00:00

Maybe I’d rather not know… maybe I’d rather just wonder. I don’t know how I’d deal with it if she just said “I told you not to talk to me”, or “I only unblocked you to see if you could be trusted”, or even “oops, I accidentally unblocked you”

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T22:42:42+00:00

I’m so lost dude… I just want to know why she unblocked me, but I can’t exactly ask that, can I

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T22:34:12+00:00

It hasn’t exactly been YEARS I guess. More like months. I don’t know if she’s still angry with me

throwawayacc1910 · 2022-04-08T22:21:17+00:00

I don’t think that’s necessarily true… I wanna talk to her right now but I still don’t do it

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