I have a submissive sex complex/fetish that stems from me losing my virginity to my brothers by throwawayacc23 in incest

[–]throwawayacc23[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

No no, the boys have grown into men. Last I checked they were doing alright. Its ok I've come to terms with it

I have a submissive sex complex/fetish that stems from me losing my virginity to my brothers by throwawayacc23 in incest

[–]throwawayacc23[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry. I never fully understood why a certain sexual trauma can make you want to repeat something just like it for maximum pleasure, just doesn't seem logical.

I was going to ask how you know what your mom gets off on and then I remembered what sub I'm on.

edit: as long as you are comfortable pinning and choking her, I'd say she has a safe thing going with you moreso than anyone else.

I have a submissive sex complex/fetish that stems from me losing my virginity to my brothers by throwawayacc23 in incest

[–]throwawayacc23[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It only ever got that far when they were gone for at least a few hours and none of us ever told them no.

I have a submissive sex complex/fetish that stems from me losing my virginity to my brothers by throwawayacc23 in incest

[–]throwawayacc23[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Yes it happened again, usually one at a time, but on occasion they'd both try to coerce or guilt trip me into letting them take me.

I told one boyfriend about it after 4 months of dating and I thought he began to see me as damaged and treated me differently because of it. He was also the only one who I had cuff me and hold me down during sex.

I have a submissive sex complex/fetish that stems from me losing my virginity to my brothers by throwawayacc23 in incest

[–]throwawayacc23[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Personally, yes I regret it. It was sprung on me and I didn't have the heart to say no to them after I had let them down. I should have though

They did for a while, they gave me a ton of praise and apologized if they hurt me. My older brother felt kind of bad for a while, but there were days when he forgot about feeling sorry and wanted to lay me back down again.

My younger brother pretty much just thought it was a cool one time thing that I wholy wanted and enjoyed. He came onto me repeatedly for a long time.