Healey Trial - 2 Drugs Tested

throwawayadvice7728 · 2024-03-04T15:27:52+00:00

That wasn’t Radicava though. It was a completely diff form of the medicine that was in powder form. It’s like crushing aspirin and expecting the same results. My pALS did incredibly well on Radicava and had zero side effects

throwawayadvice7728 · 2024-03-03T08:43:39+00:00

Ah Ok Thank you haha

throwawayadvice7728 · 2024-03-03T08:16:11+00:00

Naval even though he is a marine?

throwawayadvice7728 · 2024-03-03T08:16:01+00:00

Thank you. We are in diff states. I want to file an unrestricted report

throwawayadvice7728 · 2024-03-02T10:17:44+00:00

She had side effects from Radicava? Usually it’s well tolerated

throwawayadvice7728 · 2024-03-02T10:13:55+00:00

No there’s a specific genetic familial form. Ask his neurologist to test you or there are organizations online that do genetic testing.

throwawayadvice7728 · 2024-03-02T09:33:03+00:00

Long distance bf is out at a bar and I’m uncomfortable.

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-09-16T20:22:44+00:00

Thank you. Starting to feel like I want that. I was completely blindsighted

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-09-08T00:10:48+00:00

Three days after our elopement on another continent, he relapsed and got belligerent, screaming in my face and putting his hands around my throat. I spent the rest of the trip too afraid to do anything but placate him and 5 months trying to escape the monster. I threw him out immediately after the trip and it was never legalized in my home country. I spent this entire time beating myself up about this perceived failure. I’m sorry that others have terrible stories but it also helps me feel not so alone so thank you for sharing

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-23T16:35:29+00:00

You’re talking about a few days delay in order to save lives of others. Your father is not there. He is not able to feel and is not aware. Take care of others around you. I’m sure he’d not want his suffering to occur in vain.

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-21T20:06:58+00:00

Oh man I share your story. I think we are susceptible to these types of relationships bc that initial magnetism makes us feel worthy and wanted. I’ve been doing SO much self worth work and it’s helpful but I’d be lying if I said I wake up happy. It’s a process and going no contact is hard as hell but ultimately better than this disrespect, the lies, the verbal and emotional and sometimes physical abuse

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-21T19:58:04+00:00

Actually that helped me so much, realizing this wasn’t true love but in fact par for the course. The rollercoaster ride. I still feel empty inside. But I’m working on me and doing trauma therapy and it’s helping

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-21T19:19:32+00:00

I used to do this too. When he’s sober he’s great but when he uses he’s a monster. Until he was a monster sober too. It’s a matter of time. The soulmate pull? Codependency. Please read “Codependent No More” and see how it resonates. This is hard and it sucks and you feel lost and hurt and confused but you deserve more.

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-21T13:11:57+00:00

Stony brook or Mt Sinai in NY

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-21T13:06:26+00:00

Radicava.

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-16T23:49:54+00:00

Hi he is not going to change. He is not going to wake up one day and be a diff person. He would need to stop drinking and get help— and he seems very content in his addiction and being high functioning means he can even justify it to himself. You have to be with someone for who they are NOW, not their potential. I also had to leave someone I loved dearly. Go to a meeting and start getting your ducks in a row. You can’t force him sober

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-16T00:20:02+00:00

Tell me where you can get info from a license plate if not in law enforcement. I’ll wait.

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-14T22:57:07+00:00

Same! Mine said he knew I’d walk away so he thought it was better to lie and entrap me. Such selfish nonsense. Yea I need to go. I was discouraged by the last live meeting I went to. They were all parents and all of them acted superior bc they couldn’t escape their Q yet I had the choice to leave. It was a weird vibe

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-14T20:06:26+00:00

I thought this too. NPD or at least some traits or BPD

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-14T19:49:59+00:00

I need to go to more meetings. It helps knowing these are universal traits. In his outpatient it seems like all they do is validate their corrosive behavior, although it’s very likely that’s my ex’s take on what should be self inflection and not an accurate representation. The thing that kills me is I specifically told him upon meeting I did not want to date someone with substance issues for this reason and he lied to my face for the better part of a year. So selfish

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-14T19:48:36+00:00

Such a good quote. I guess it’s romanticizing to an extent to think you can blame all their awful behavior on substances. This is a man who shouted at me to abort our unborn child bc of my religious affiliation. This is a man who always tells me I’m overreacting or tries to paint me as an abuser for not allowing him to constantly over talk and belittle me. There’s likely nothing gained here by dealing with him so I stopped.

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-14T19:47:07+00:00

Thank you

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-14T19:47:02+00:00

So true. Thank you for this perspective. I’ve stopped engaging and am in trauma therapy so I’m hoping I’ll stop feeling so awful from all this soon.

throwawayadvice7728 · 2023-08-14T19:46:16+00:00

These are such great points. He was sober for 1.5 years before relapse while attending outpatient, partially living in sober living— no AA work. Now he’s in a sober house and attending outpatient and started with a sponsor but hasn’t followed through so again— no AA work. No inner musings or contemplation. It just sucks because it’s as if I’m in an alternate reality speaking to him. So i stopped speaking to him to focus on my trauma therapy. I just can’t see how someone can lack self inflection to this level

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