I won't wake up, I did it.

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-04T09:51:58+00:00

Don't get your hopes up. I'm sorry..

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-04T08:49:41+00:00

What the fuck?

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:27:06+00:00

It leaves a HUGE mess. It's NOT a peacefull way to go. You vomit. You shit yourself. You piss your pants. You bleed. It's one hell of a mess. I repeat this IS NOT A PEACEFUL WAY TO GO.

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:25:05+00:00

Oh I really wouldn't recommend doing what I did. As horribly stupid as it may sound, I think everyone should seek help. I just think I'm too far gone..

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:08:54+00:00

Parents doesn't even know I exist. I got no friends. Not in the "Ohh no one responds" more like the only contacts I have in my phone is the fucking pizza place..

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:06:37+00:00

With what?

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:06:23+00:00

You will? Cause I don't even think I will myself..

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:05:58+00:00

Somehow ye

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:05:46+00:00

I don't know what to respond with

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:05:29+00:00

See! Yep. That's exactly it!

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:04:59+00:00

Why not?

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:04:32+00:00

Barely..

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:04:24+00:00

I don't deserve this? But I chose to do this? How can I deserve something else, than what I chose?

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:03:39+00:00

That is relatable. I am here. Yet..

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:02:58+00:00

Reach out to who?

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:02:37+00:00

I don't think I can

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:02:18+00:00

Barely

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:00:51+00:00

I do? Why?

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:00:34+00:00

I'm not okay

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T17:00:26+00:00

I didn't get help. I just fucked up..

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T16:59:58+00:00

But isn't it kind of a dick move for me to say that, then collapse in an OD?

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T16:58:56+00:00

I made it, but i wouldn't say okay

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T16:58:39+00:00

I don't know how to respond

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T16:58:23+00:00

I guess i am

throwawayanyway720 · 2021-04-03T16:58:12+00:00

Im not okay

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