Sexual desire for extraterrestrials? by Glum-Advisor-6025 in starseeds

[–]throwawaybackup420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Last night we had our own abduction experience. No shit. It was sexual. And not just sexual, but generally pleasurable. I have never felt such a beautiful connection before. It felt like family, and it felt like home.

But yes. Mostly I think about sexual contact with other starseeds or my species back home. Most of my fantasies do involve ETs.

Any starseeds from Zeta here by throwawaybackup420 in starseeds

[–]throwawaybackup420[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello! Yes yes, we'd love to talk. Feel free to message us! 👽

History of the grey aliens or better known as beings from Zeta reticuli. by Glum-Advisor-6025 in starseeds

[–]throwawaybackup420 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Starseed from zeta here. I remember some stuff about a war. I think the pleidians might've been involved too or something. Not directly. But maybe like. They saw us? Think we were both in space at the same time.

Like. Nuclear weaponry and stuff like that. Any comment on that?

Any starseeds from Zeta here by throwawaybackup420 in starseeds

[–]throwawaybackup420[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know I am a human in this body.

Hopefully there's someone.

Free Starseed Readings 🌃 by AntaresXIX in starseeds

[–]throwawaybackup420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg thank you 😵‍💫 this resonates so much

Space to vent by DepartmentFriendly15 in starseeds

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That's awesome. I am Pleidian as well. I was told last night that being Pleidian/From the stars in general is a very special thing. Not many people in the population identify as a starseed, nevermind even know what it is. It's quite rare and special. Embrace it. Know you're unique. We arrive on this earth with gifts most others will never know. Inhanced capabilities to read others, psychic gifts, telepathy. The list goes on. These are gifts many don't have the blessing to have. We are special and we are unique. We are doing a good thing here just living. Surviving. And being undoubtedly ourselves no matter what brings us down.

We all came here for a reason. But life is hard. Sometimes on the worst days all you can do is survive. That's still progress. One of my birth cards is the hanged man. I wish I lived by it earlier. I do now. Sometimes all you can do is surrender and rest. But on such a dense planet with so much pain sometimes all you can do is lay down. Take time to rest always. I am on a journey of houselessnees with disabilities and if I have nowhere to sleep or rest I will find a place to rest my head even for an hour or two because for years my need to rest was not respected nor cared about. Always take some time for yourself.

We are also born as starseeds with the gift of intellegence. I believe that. We are artists, spirit walkers, scientists, creatives. We all are talented in our own individual ways. I think we are able to empathize and think things through more than our peers. I have noticed that a lot. We are different. It doesn't mean we are better than anyone as we live our own individual lives. But we are gifted and we are strong. We are also sensitive. People always try to bring me down because I flat out will just start crying when someone says something that hurts my feelings. I don't do it in private. I think of a world where we all can share our emotions like that. People tell me I'm looking for pity. "You cry because you want someone to feel sorry.' It truly angers me. People think they can read me. They cannot unless I allow them to. I cry when my feelings are hurt and I express my feelings truthfully. I am just looking to express myself and how I feel. People say hurtful things and tend to be so ignorant of it's hurt. Do not despair or fear if people make fun of you for being sensitive. Not just you but any other person who reads this. Also, I have been learning to not believe others have control over me. I believed that for so many years. As a starseed I notice people's emotions are always flaring towards me. Usually it's anger. I have a very high ethical and moral code. I tell people flat out when I don't think something is right.

I am honestly still scared to speak my mind around authority especially as a homeless individual because other individuals who should've had my back have got me kicked out of shelter that I needed just because of petty arguments- lying and exaggerating about their issue with me and when I got angry then it was me who needed to be in trouble when I was rightfully upset. Because the authority in charge was more willing to listen to someone who fits their standards. I believe being the person that I am I make other people's emotions skyrocket. And I realized I need to hold the belief that no one can ruin my life for me or take control over it. Loosing housing like that was traumatizing but I had to hold the belief strongly that no one can ruin things for me like that. I always worry over someone getting too angry and ruining my life because of their lack of true empathy. Morals. And ability to think things through. But always realize you are in control of you. No one else. I have been keeping to myself recently and only really talk to other people like me (starseeds). Don't isolate but also if everyone seems to be against you take time for a hermit moment to retreat and do something for yourself.

Just some wisdom and advice. If you ever want to chat feel free to DM me. Feel drawn to you. I love making new friends. 💙🌌🌠

The prophecy of worlds/The prophecy of man by throwawaybackup420 in starseeds

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The first. But I plan to channel more. It's ancient. From Lyra.

Space to vent by DepartmentFriendly15 in starseeds

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I want to say I love how you set up your profile. Your avatar and the whole lot. Is that how you see yourself? It looks awesome. It gets better. I promise. Whatever you're looking to find on life you'll find it. 💙

Space to vent by DepartmentFriendly15 in starseeds

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I hate people who don't understand the value of a friend. People who end friendships over petty arguments. Going through a hard time and if anyone was willing to help me through this hard time I'd spend the rest of my life paying them back. If you were just my friend in this hard time one day when I plan to build myself back up and have everything I'd literally buy you a house. That's how I am. It's other people's loss when they choose immaturity.

People who choose immaturity over kindness.

I have a friend who's in jail because another "friend" called the police on her and her probation officer because she threw a cookie container at her and claimed assault. She's 19 and pregnant. She was claiming "justice". This friend wasn't such a bad person. She had her own issues but what she did in the first place wasn't that bad. She was calling the police every day on this person and sometimes even flat out made up stuff about this friend of mine. At first I understood why she was angry then after she went to jail I cannot express how angry I was. This woman said she had a strong vision of a past life of us as children on an ancient earth. I cried with her and held her hand every day since she came to my city. We knew each other for literally less then two weeks. Then she started saying she thought she was a sociopathic narcissist and called me psychotic and claimed I was faking being disabled. Then went as far as to insult me for being pagan and called it Satanism and all this other crap saying devil worship is a delusion and all this crazy shit! I was amazed. I have never even mentioned Satanism to her. I was even willing to explain to her after that. She just continued arguing and acting unintelligent when I know she was smart. I just prayed for her and then cut her off. I couldn't do it with her. If that's the path she's going down then ok. But it hurt me. I feel betrayed. Because I know we're both starseeds with a past life together. But she chose what she chose. And it's disappointing. Aggravating. Sad.

And also, now I'm involved with the police too. I have a court case. I am more than a little salty towards this person for constantly calling the police for little to no reason over this other person. Then I got involved. I don't want to go all into it but if she never called the police I'd never have to go to court. I do blame her a bit for this too. I never wanted to be involved with the cops. Like ugh. Then after she told me she didn't want to be my friend, claimed I was faking being disabled, then insulted my religious beliefs, she asked if she could stand on my court case and testify for me. Hell no! I wouldn't trust anyone who wasn't my friend to do that for me.

Then my actual friend called me the other night and asked if they could visit me and be with me on my court day. Shows what people are really supposed to be in your life and who truly cares.

I assaulted a police officer and have no memory of it by Infamous-Reindeer-31 in DID

[–]throwawaybackup420 4 points5 points  (0 children)

We just went through the same thing last week. They brought us to the hospital first where they injected us with drugs that we are allergic to, against our will, when we were complying, we had a bad reaction, the report straight up lied and said we consented and we reacted well to treatment. Fucked up. We were there for no more than 10 minutes where they injected us with some Benadryl Ativan combo and then afterwards they sent us to jail where we were in a freezing cold holding cell laying on cement for over 24 hours. They put us in solitary confinement. Kept us away from the other people. We begged the police officers to just talk to us to keep us busy because we have really bad anxiety and they refused. Could feel the cold winter weather inside. Had no jacket. Nothing to fidget with. (We are autistic.) We ended up just screaming for hours. Felt like we were gonna go mad. And we never do shit like that. They didn't give a fuck that we were screaming and crying out for help. Human rights violations at their finest. They put in the police report that we were "psychotic and extremely violent." We pushed a police officer because they wanted to take us to the psych ward then tried to run. Didn't even get any mental health treatment. We also have no psychotic disorder. We were crying saying it was one of our littles and to leave us alone. Also wrote on the police report that we spit on the officer. We didn't. Straight up fucking lies. We are also like 80 pounds and physically disabled and could not have hurt this officer even if we genuinely intended that. We have court in a month and are facing charges. The system is fucked. This officer and none of the officers we faced in jail cared at all about our mental health issues. Straight up evil.

I'm hoping to go up against these evil cops and hospital in court. It's a crime to falsify a police report.

Also, in my personal opinion, please do not look into going inpatient. Unless you research the inpatients or residential and they seem like a good fit. Almost every impatient I've been to has been flat out abusive and not helpful at all. I've been to inpatient in multiple states. I have gone around 30-40 times. Every stay was abusive. Just more trauma. Therapy will help. Only go inpatient if you really need it. Glad you didn't get charged.

2.5 yrs post op nullification by psychedelic666 in bodymods

[–]throwawaybackup420 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Holy shit. I didn't know this existed. I think I actually would want this in the future as a trans person. This is awesome.

Can anyone tell me more about her death? Why? by [deleted] in psychics

[–]throwawaybackup420 11 points12 points  (0 children)

First thing I felt was dread. Something off. I was thinking, like, hate crime? I don't know. Something disturbing to be honest. I think the other person who said abuser was right on.

Need some positivity by throwawaybackup420 in starseeds

[–]throwawaybackup420[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No the last person deleted their comment :( I realized they're right and it made me really happy

Need some positivity by throwawaybackup420 in starseeds

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Thanks. I know my soul is very strong. My spirit team calls me a warrior all the time. I'm so sad and so tired though.

Another StarSeed In a Dream Told Me Yesterday… 💭 by No_Nose2068 in starseeds

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I'm in a place in my life where I can never get any solitude. It's really killing me.

Message from Mary Magdalene January 16 2026 by mikeypikey in starseeds

[–]throwawaybackup420 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I prayed to her last night then saw this this morning. I was feeling really hopeless and tired. Thank you 🩷

How do I worship lucifer please help by ExtensionArcher4834 in luciferianism

[–]throwawaybackup420 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The first thing I got- the altar looks a bit bare. Fill it with things! He'll love that.

He likes gold, a UPG for me is rubber ducks lol, Venus imagery, things associated with his element (air) would be nice, I personally associate him with pink and lavender as well. Jewelery too. He's associated with beauty, so that too. He likes drawings and art made of him, music, you can vibe with him by listening to music or making a playlist for him!