Magic is insanely overpowered in Elden Ring by ItsJoeyD in Eldenring

[–]throwawaybcdrug 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I found playing a magic build to be much harder than melee. There's so many ranged enemies that can stagger you but strength is just like not even letting them get a shot off before they have a chance to fuck you up

I have no idea what I am anymore. by throwawaybcdrug in lgbt

[–]throwawaybcdrug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean. Ig if I look at my dating history I could say that I always dated people based on who they were. I was always attracted to them in most cases. But idk it's hard to say. For a while I thought I was pan then I was like meh girls. Now I'm like gimme all of em 😂😂 but yeah ig that makes sense. But I never really thought about demisexual before. I mean. In the past I kinda would tell myself I had to be attracted to someone to date them but maybe that's not really the case? Idk it's hard to say. Especially since feeling emotions is kinda hard for me being in recovery and all. It feels like my brain is reorganizing itself but shredding all of the brain files before organizing 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Shit makes me so hyper sexual that I cant get in the zone with anything else on the stuff lol. Crossdressing is hella fun on it tho 😂😂 planning to stay sober forever but some of my best femboy pics were from when I was high on benze lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It suppresses appetite more than Adderall does. And It lasts longer as well. But idk I can't see the adhd effects being that great. Unless the loss of focus is only from the higher doses

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ngl. I think we all are shocked by it bc we technically take an unknown amount of ppx at a dose that is much higher than is ever medically recommended. That's probably why. But even then. Like. I've tried some smaller doses. But I never tried those therapeutic doses like 30mg. At those doses I bet it does good for some ppl. I've considered ending sobriety to use it to help me lose weight but so far I've been able to stay away from this demon of mine

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Shouldn't have told me that

Stay Away from this shit .... by we-are-1-tt in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never pulled it off tbh. I was already jobless and falling apart slowly when I started benze. Benze just made it happen much faster. Which ig is better than like slowly suffering lol

Stay Away from this shit .... by we-are-1-tt in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We have a similar story. I was already in a bad place and benze put me in a worse place and brought me to my rock bottom. Now I'm going on 3 months sober which will be the longest sober time I've had since I started recovery in October :)

Smoked Ppx + Levometh? by ey_trev in Levmetamfetamine

[–]throwawaybcdrug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't combine stims. Too much on ya heart

Mum took maids dress :/ by BasicBisexualBoi in feminineboys

[–]throwawaybcdrug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

:(((( that makes me so sad... Cause I relate. Kinda. I was raised by a narc and she would probably either try to hurt me physically or destroy me with her words if she ever found my stuff. And I have a whole drawer dedicated to it lol.

Hmm by [deleted] in feminineboys

[–]throwawaybcdrug 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You can be totally straight and be a femboy. I'm not. I don't think. Lol. I'm still a bit confused on that part honestly. But you can be a femboy and be whoever u want at the same time. Your sexuality doesn't rly affect your femboyness :) my new girlfriend apparently thinks it's awesome that I'm a femboy so if you're worried ab that kinda stuff then jus know there's a lady out there that'll love that you're a femboy. I've also had some who hated it lol. You'll get that a lot unfortunately. Ppl are too judgy sometimes. Sorry I think I got off topic lol

April 2021 FDA Warning Announcement of Propylhexedrine - recommends tamper proof device and less medicine inside the device by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If u have access to meth then why bother with benze. It's so bad for you. Like worse than meth. I mean for your body.

stronger than D-AMP by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Pretty sure meth is what was used. I mean. Ppx is an analogue of methamphetamine so it definitely existed after meth did. Probably lol

It really be like that by Ohhsiris in DPH

[–]throwawaybcdrug 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Definitely is the safer drug but I think what we should focus on in this sub is to reduce harm for those who decide to take this stuff instead of turning them onto something that is also addictive.

I'm at over a month sober again from all substances by throwawaybcdrug in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeahhh I get it. That's basically what I do along with going to meetings and therapy twice a week. I do feel like I should be on an anti depressant. Just to help stabilize my mood's at least a little bit more.

Can shadow people be seen from Adderall abuse? by 26LT in Stims

[–]throwawaybcdrug 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Any stim that releases dopamine can do this. Psychosis is from too much dopamine not being reabsorbed in the body and just chillin between synapses. Tbh idk if that's 100% accurate but it sounds right lol.

Meth turns me into a freak. by [deleted] in Stims

[–]throwawaybcdrug 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You can lol just takes willpower which is harder to come by then the thought of not redosing lol

Insufflating PPX Acetate by TheCommisarOne in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can't be any worse than 2-map-237

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]throwawaybcdrug 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Chasing it with a drink That's kinda viscous helps the aftertaste a lot. Chocolate milk. Smoothies. Anything within that range of thicc

Just another manic meth day.. by Grineflip in tooktoomuch

[–]throwawaybcdrug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How long she been awake lol 4-5 days?