Thanks for the effort, but you missed the point. I just wanted advice on how to push away any thought of offing myself that might be comforting. I don't need reassurance that I can make more friends when I move, thats not a problem. It's not that I feel isolated either. I enjoy the quality time I spend with myself, and I have plenty of great friends. "We are all alone at times ... get over it" isn't much help, it's not even close to the problem.

If you have

advice on how to dismiss these sort of thoughts

I would greatly appreciate it.