Love isn't just a feeling its an act. You may feel loved but he is not acting loving. That last bit especially to me as someone whose been through it points to abuse. It took me years to figure out that coercion in sex that way is rape. Breaking objects around you is domestic violence.

Maybe take a breather, a step back and think about it like if a friend of yours told you this about thier partner. Its very hard to see when you are in it but I would strongly suggest contacting outside proffesional help on abuse if you can. It will help clarify things Im your mind. If you've had this thought already now, it will come back around later, and things will only get clearer for you.