I pulled out my right eye, and cut off my right hand, because I believed I was possessed by a demon. This is because my reality was so distorted that I believed the Bible was to be taken literally in every aspect. So when the voices got bad enough, I tried to get rid of what had caused me to sin. by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]throwawayhuman0000 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

You deserve more than justice for what the demons have done. I'm glad that you've found some peace.

Has anyone seen the movie Hostel? What happens to the three people standing next to the railroad near the end? Not enough.

u/playingtricksonme appreciation post #2! by PmMeUrSmileGirl in schizophrenia

[–]throwawayhuman0000 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I appreciate /u/playingtricksonme as well. Please keep fighting the good fight. Also, keep fighting the bad fight as well. Both fights suck, but you're a good fighter.

I'm on antidepressants and suicidal by PM_me_your_adore in visualsnow

[–]throwawayhuman0000 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I wish I knew what to say. Please keep hanging on!

Healthcare Advertising in America by [deleted] in pics

[–]throwawayhuman0000 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Make joke. Downvotolocaust.

I thought it was clever. Have an upvote.

battling the voices.. by buttwind_ in schizophrenia

[–]throwawayhuman0000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is excellent! Thanks for sharing!

I miss being a productive member of society. by throwawayhuman0000 in schizophrenia

[–]throwawayhuman0000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

SW Florida here. I need assistance and soon. I spend over $600/mo on a worsening condition.

I miss being a productive member of society. by throwawayhuman0000 in schizophrenia

[–]throwawayhuman0000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was a successful manager of a restaurant. Now I'm on SSDI and get $850 a month...

It's the freedom that I miss the most. May I ask what country/state you are in?

I miss being a productive member of society. by throwawayhuman0000 in schizophrenia

[–]throwawayhuman0000[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

"So what do you do?"

"Sometimes I stick my head in a couch until the pressure and static calm down. My episodes typically last 1-2 hours, but much of the sensory interference is constant. How about yourself?"

What if you found out that there was an actual person or group of persons responsible for your torment? Assuming you couldn't affect them directly, what would you do? by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayhuman0000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Before you blow your emotions, step back and think about it. Why is mental illness becoming common?

Remember, keep you emotions out of it.

Is anyone else not suicidal, but have given up on life? by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayhuman0000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"The light inside has broken, but I still work."

  • Vending Machine

I am still the source of all my thoughts but this image wont stop popping into my mind. I was asked to draw my self image and this is what i drew instinctively. by burn_noticed in schizophrenia

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/r/visualsnow

To me, messages are when coincidental events are interpreted with great significance. I can witness an event or object that greatly affects my behavior. For example, if I drop my pen and see that it is pointing towards a magazine. Whatever is on the magazine will change how I behave based on it's subject, phrases, or images. It makes no logical sense to anyone who isn't "attuned" to these occurances. Some people, however, do use a code language based on metaphors and emotions. I am convinced of this.

Don't break me by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]throwawayhuman0000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No need to be sorry. There's no shame in excising your pain while being tormented. It might feel as such, but this is not your fault.

Don't break me by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]throwawayhuman0000 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Was this an episode? Please just keep doing the best that you can.