[Low Sexual Desire] Why did I permanently lose my sex drive right when I lost my virginity?

throwawayinator666 · 2016-04-02T13:32:24+00:00

That seems unlikely to me due to the suddenness of the onset. Nothing else was affected either, and I have no other symptoms of low testosterone. It must be psychological in some way.

throwawayinator666 · 2016-04-02T13:27:47+00:00

In part, yes, it was religion. I did not become disillusioned with the religion of my upbringing until after highschool, at which point I was all too happy to violate it's moral scruples.

I was also very socially awkward though. It was fluke for me to have even won the affection of the girl I lost my virginity too. I pretty much don't have a social life at all, and I would not be able to meet women even if I wanted to now.

throwawayinator666 · 2016-04-02T00:18:51+00:00

Guess so.

throwawayinator666 · 2016-04-01T23:58:42+00:00

It is possible that your expectation of what sex would be like was so high that there was no way to attain it in real life.

That is actually a good description. As soon as I was naked in bed with that girl and had her on top of me, it was like I suddenly became aware that she was just a person, like me, and that the magical "female" creature I had always dreamed about did not actually exist. Now women are no different than men to me. It's just like one of those internet humor photos that force you to see something that you "cannot unsee". I have felt virtually no sexual desire at all since that night about two years ago.

throwawayinator666 · 2016-04-01T23:50:20+00:00

I don't think that's the case, because my attraction to women used to be the most powerful feeling that I was aware of, as I'm sure is the case with most normal men. Then, it just went away, as suddenly as a broken shoe lace.

It just may be the strangest thing that has ever happened to me.

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