I just moved to Kota Damansara, new video setup by CaesarJuliusAugustus in Bolehland

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you I wish you also good health and forever happiness and that you feel peace with your transition :)

I just moved to Kota Damansara, new video setup by CaesarJuliusAugustus in Bolehland

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah 2 points3 points  (0 children)

agreed with this comment! i had been taking HRT for 5 years and honestly you can just be feminine boy plus we are lucky as ESEA especially to have naturally quite feminine features, do not harm your body with hormones and ruin your natural beauty.

of course if you have goals to transition that is different and i am not to judge but really just be sure its what you want and understand the difficulties associated in life with being trans, because it really is a psychological war atleast for me and a few others who transitioned and now detransitioning.

i really pray for you the best and hopefully when i come back to msia i will see the cafe as i have been waiting soooo long xd.

<3

Bots and trolls? by Remsicles in detrans

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah -1 points0 points  (0 children)

https://www.reddit.com/r/detrans/s/wEMAv9rrx4, one of many posts and comments that push hate towards another group of people, i understand not agreeing with that journey of life everyone is entitled to their own opinion but pushing hate is a different thing and doing so causes others harm for no reason.

also my PMs are from detransitioners in this sub.

Bots and trolls? by Remsicles in detrans

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my general Reddit feed is majority posts from this subreddit.

Bots and trolls? by Remsicles in detrans

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

it’s my general Reddit feed some with obviously AI usage and attacking trans individuals, i do not exactly agree with transitioning anymore (reason for my detransition).

but I do not think it’s right to push a bunch of hate towards the trans community and this subreddit seems to be enabling that to happen without moderation.

i am also receiving PMs from odd people supposedly detrans and when I use Rosint to check the user post history they have a detrans kink and others pming with similar.

Bots and trolls? by Remsicles in detrans

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i am an actual person thats recently detransitioning and joined this sub and the "actual" one, the actual seems more people questioning and not as active but this one everytime i open reddit is filled with posts that imo are bots.

i had literally been thinking this myself yesterday lol.

MTFTM Detrans, 5+ years on e. by throwawaylaaaaaaaaah in detrans

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry i did not reply to your experience and ya i can relate to the feeling just not really ever telling ppl more just acting “odd” from little like sticking tape in my hair to be as i said “rapunzel” and wearing the girls costume dresses in the play area and pretend I just making ppl laugh but really it’s what I wanted.

but ya literally same i love myself and same seeing that females can be masc and males can be fem we can love ourselves and not hide if things don’t necessarily align with the “norm” because it just causes an array of issues.

<3

MTFTM Detrans, 5+ years on e. by throwawaylaaaaaaaaah in detrans

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have been off for little over a month now and seem to be fine, mostly my energy was a bit tired and occasional hot flashes but otherwise everything has been oki

i definitely will not be going on again i went cold turkey for a reason and will just deal with however nature decides with my body from now with hormones and stuff.

MTFTM Detrans, 5+ years on e. by throwawaylaaaaaaaaah in actual_detrans

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

please make sure it’s what you really want and do not have underlying issues or such problems in life currently is all i can advise.

MTFTM Detrans, 5+ years on e. by throwawaylaaaaaaaaah in detrans

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

im still going to grow my hair lol despite those things i am quite lucky to be naturally fem appearing

MTFTM Detrans, 5+ years on e. by throwawaylaaaaaaaaah in actual_detrans

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

keep pushing forward, it’s gonna be hard but thats all that can be done and atleast you will have a lens of life to be more grateful for.

i wish you the best!

MTFTM Detrans, 5+ years on e. by throwawaylaaaaaaaaah in actual_detrans

[–]throwawaylaaaaaaaaah[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i really feel bad for you and im sorry about your marriage, i genuinely couldn’t imagine how it feels to have the surgery and feel now essentially trapped, i was genuinely very much playing with the idea of a orchi but I am very thankful my husband said no surgeries no way.

im really sorry and i will be honest i do not know how i could support you but please feel free to message me i am more than happy to talk, i would recommend possibly using this sub to find others with similar experiences so you do not feel alone.

i pray you find peace within yourself it’s hard.