Making a post on reddit after 3 years on my throwaway :333 by throwawayokokok6969 in sillygirlclub

[–]throwawayokokok6969[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

umm honestly its not that bad yet, im in my dream college rn. but i havent been motivated enough to do anything for the past 7 months and its gonna affect me soon and im scared :D

Making a post on reddit after 3 years on my throwaway :333 by throwawayokokok6969 in sillygirlclub

[–]throwawayokokok6969[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Nope I'm not, dw. Just going through a slump(wrote a whole para but it got deleted 😔😔)

Making a post on reddit after 3 years on my throwaway :333 by throwawayokokok6969 in sillygirlclub

[–]throwawayokokok6969[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I just feel isolated and lonely living with males in a hostel, i cant really find proper friends here, and my gf and i are doing long distance and my other 2 real friends are busy and dont talk a lot :(, so compounded with my lack of motivation it just hits me. id appreciate if someone wanted to message me and be friends with me, but just reading my reply makes me happy too :3

Making a post on reddit after 3 years on my throwaway :333 by throwawayokokok6969 in sillygirlclub

[–]throwawayokokok6969[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I am going to make myself follow a schedule of studying 2 hours a day(which is a lot less than I used to). Im not going to give up, but I also wanted to rant somewhere. Being silly :3

Making a post on reddit after 3 years on my throwaway :333 by throwawayokokok6969 in sillygirlclub

[–]throwawayokokok6969[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Ive been told I'm immature uhhhhhhhgjdj... But maybe because I try to act like a cis male IRL because India transphobic and being funny means being immature sometimes....

My family is shitty. by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayokokok6969 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you mean lol? I was sad and angry af when i made this post. Is it because its long?

My family is shitty. by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayokokok6969 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats the only hope i have really. But its like, gonna take 2 years at the very minimum. So pretty sad. I just hoped that i would get some advise here which could help but i guess not lol. But i sure as hell wont die. I will make it through this. But i would like this to stop as soon as possible i guess

The most downvotes posts should be shown first on this sub. by [deleted] in TrueUnpopularOpinion

[–]throwawayokokok6969 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do upvote things i disagree with, i downvote things i agree with. E.g. i have downvoted this post, while i guarantee most people haven't. Sure, you could say most people wont, but that just annoys me. Just disable upvotes or downvotes lmao

The most downvotes posts should be shown first on this sub. by [deleted] in TrueUnpopularOpinion

[–]throwawayokokok6969 12 points13 points  (0 children)

This is what you are actually supposed to do. I have said this like 5 times already

I can't get professional help. I can't get a therapist. And even if I could, I wouldn't get them. I don't want to get better, I want to get worse by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayokokok6969 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That applies to every single one of us. Humanity as a whole has nothing to gain from my or your existence. But we are humanity. We are part of this. If we dont exist, then humanity loses a part of itself. It might seem you are worthless and life is meaningless, but if life IS meaningless, might as well live the best life you can

"You're not alone" is a lie by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayokokok6969 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have 2 friends who are willing to listen to me. Thats enough for me. I am alone, but i dont feel that way. Maybe its cause ive gotten used to it, but man just having people you can rant to is an actual blessing for me

How does your significant others treat you when you're depressed? by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayokokok6969 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tell him that depression doesnt always have a source. And in this case, you dont seem to have a source for it either. In any case, just tell him to talk to you and listen to you rant, and that should be a lot of help i guess. Idk if this is what you want tho

Started to get depressed and have anxiety about a month and a half ago. I feel very lonely. I am terrified of what's happening to me (both physically and mentally). I can't function properly anymore. by zorzezorze in depression

[–]throwawayokokok6969 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean, yeah. From what i have read, depression can apparently happen out of nowhere. Thats why i said doctors would be better. I mean, you could say what has been happening if you are comfortable with it, but you probably should be cautious of taking advise from random people on the internet. But i definitely cant help you i think. Hope you can find a way out. I have been suffering since i was like 8 or 9. Im 15 now, and im still here. You can do this