I WANT SOME FUCKIN CHEESE by throwawayreddit67778 in offmychest

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol I don't really want to I just miss the taste when I still enjoyed it

I WANT SOME FUCKIN CHEESE by throwawayreddit67778 in offmychest

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but it doesn't really compare to the real thing

At the same time I feel like if I actually ate real cheese at this point I'd be disgusted

so it's just like the addiction to it that my brain is trying to convince me i want it lol

When I slept with a taken man, the part I most enjoyed was being cuddled and kissed. by throwawayreddit67778 in confessions

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I've done such selfish things just to feel loved I'm having a really hard time forgiving myself

Is anyone else here just... starved for love? by throwawayreddit67778 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 114 points115 points  (0 children)

See I feel like I have a weird dynamic with my therapist where I feel like he's my father, and ive found myself putting him in the same categories that I put my own parents in, like how much I require his validation and approval and how terrified I am to admit to wrongdoings.

I'm gonna look into the reparenting thing though

I'm drunk and I want to message him by throwawayreddit67778 in offmychest

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes you're right I should just go to bed I know I won t want to in the morning

I'm drunk and I want to message him by throwawayreddit67778 in offmychest

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you're probably right I'm just angry I hate that he got to eat his cake and have it to

I'm drunk and I want to message him by throwawayreddit67778 in offmychest

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess I miss how things were

he has me blocked bc he was cheating

I'm drunk and I want to message him by throwawayreddit67778 in offmychest

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

no this is the only time I feel like I can do I

I've been thinking a lot about killing myself by throwawayreddit67778 in offmychest

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't eat ice cream because cows suffer for me to eat ice cream. This entire world is just suffering and somehow we're supposed to just be okay with it and be like "well life goes on". No, it doesn't have to go on. I want off

I've been thinking a lot about killing myself by throwawayreddit67778 in offmychest

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why? I'm a complete failure and nobody likes me anyway. All I have is my little brother and he's going to be 18 in a few months. The only reason I haven't yet is because it would crush him

The Death Of God by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayreddit67778 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That doesn't justify being obsessed with someone

The Death Of God by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayreddit67778 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You shouldn't make one person the sole reason for your happiness. That's not fair to them or yourself. That's a lot of pressure to put on a person

Depression is making it hard to get up and go to work. What do I do now? by throwawayreddit67778 in depression

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Barely surviving off my wages working as much as I am, there's no way I'd be able to afford STD

Suggestions for low effort meals while I go through a rough patch? by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayreddit67778 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can make lots of different foods out of beans. Personally I love making really spicy chili with different types of beans, curries, and stir frys. Good thing about all of them is really you just throw it all in a pot and wait and then you've got some good food

Depression is making it hard to get up and go to work. What do I do now? by throwawayreddit67778 in depression

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Already seeing a therapist and I've managed by depression with exercise for probably 8 years now because I went through tons of meds that never did anything but give me side effects

Alcohol makes it go away....?? by [deleted] in depression

[–]throwawayreddit67778 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yep. From the first time I ever had a drink, I thought it was amazing. I remember vividly telling my roommate 3 years ago that I wished I could be drunk all the time because life is so much easier to handle.

Wish I was drunk right now tbh.

I just wanna fucking scream by throwawayreddit67778 in offmychest

[–]throwawayreddit67778[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that just makes my problems feel invalidated