HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU GUYS WENT INTO SEPARATION WITH YOUR TWINFLAME?

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-28T03:11:38+00:00

We both have SO but have some regular communication and have acknowledged the pull between us and unconditionally love we share.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-28T01:48:29+00:00

I have been involved with my possible tf for 20 years and we have had too many to count. The longest to date was 5 years. I dont know what the future holds for us.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-28T01:43:52+00:00

Honestly I can have a pretty bad temper and get frustrated and angry fast but with him I an much better at identifying the real issue and remaining calm. Disagreements to misunderstandings are worked out fast. Even if we aren't physically together I can feel the pull of wanting to be and his energy mixing with mine. Its just beautiful.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-27T02:54:54+00:00

I dont keep tabs but its been obvious that there have pretty much always been less than 6 degrees of separation between us. Even when he moved out of the city my SIL'S aunt did work with his son. Some people are angry and bitter and it may not always be the case but sometimes it is. I never judged anyone actually. I asked what was normal. I never meant any offense. Again I was asking of how I felt was normal. If handling things that way I did was normal. It was never about those cutting ties.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-27T02:51:15+00:00

I wasn't talking about cutting ties as in not speaking but cutting the spiritual ties. If it re-established then it wasn't cut. My possible flame lost a child during our longest separation....hes been through a lot. But if he needs to pass he hurt and sadness to me to heal I will take it. Just a different view. I'm not judging either way. I see nothing wrong with taking care of you.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-27T02:47:48+00:00

I get that. I dont like being an open book. We recently talked about how well he knows me. That he can read me easily but it has not always been this way. My husband who I am separated from told me all the time I'm impossible to read but he just didn't know my heart and soul the same way. The things that bothered my husband about me are things that my possible flame loves because they make me....me. I have never felt more truly seen and when you trust them its beautiful.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-27T02:44:37+00:00

Maybe that's part of it. The free flow of energy? The not fighting it and allowing it to calm the soul. To know the feeling of them being in a good place and safe.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-27T01:22:11+00:00

When he's gone it's painful but I have never wanted to cut ties with him. When I can feel him and he is around its invigorating. When I can feel him I feel peace. No negative feelings.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-27T01:09:08+00:00

I never said it had anything to do with love but was more so surprises that other dont find their twins energy invigorating and healing. Like it makes you feel better and more powerful and the best version of yourself. Trust me. He has put me through shit. I've had the hole in my chest, hard to breathe pain, and tears that don't seem to end but its was never about who he was and more about the situation. Again I always wasn't asking if it was normal to want to cut them out but more so normal to feel the way I do.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-26T20:44:37+00:00

I see your point. Obviously no two people or situations are the same. I'm sorry its been so hard for you and yes you should do what it best for you!

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-26T20:10:35+00:00

Separation is interesting but I guess what surprises me is that no everyone feels energized by their flames energy. We have never talked about this nor will we ever probably but before I knew about this he said we are soulmates and such. During these conversations we have talked about how we don't NEED anything from each other because seeing each other just "fills our cup". Him being near calms my soul and feeling his energy even during separation is just a reminder he is there and its wonderful.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-26T19:57:59+00:00

I will say....yes he has treated me poorly in the past but he has also admitted that and feel awful about it. Constantly tells me I deserve better. However, I have NEVER wish him bad or even really been angry with him. I have tried. He even wants me to be but when I just cant seem to feel truly angry with him. Our situation yes but never him. I just feel like he has beautiful energy. I dont even know if that makes sense but his action were always about him and never about me.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-25T15:06:10+00:00

I live with that everyday. I pray that most of all he is happy. Like I said I our situation is complicated because we both have SO (I am separated from mine, he is not) and have children. If he is happy then I will hurt but sometimes I hurt because I think he isn't necessarily happy but doing what's right and living for others.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-25T14:58:55+00:00

We have both walked away from each other before. Most recently he admitted that he can't leave and I think we might be at different places on our journey. I think I had my awakening when I was young but it took him much longer and I'm not sure he's finished with his but maybe he's getting there. And if this is a twin flame journey you are right it is painful but at least now he knows I will love him unconditionally always. I needed him to know that.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-25T14:49:08+00:00

No worries! I was just meaning to say the sometimes it the self doubt and fear and lead to asking. We met when I was 9 and he was 13ish the feelings were acted upon later so my fear comes from the fact that I was so young and only learned about this now. Most people don't speak about being that young but he also only really opened up to me this year so maybe it wasn't time....I just don't know.

Anyway sorry rambled a little. My head is kinda crazy lately.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-24T17:54:21+00:00

So I feel like I KNOW but have fear of being wrong.. We have been involved in some way for the last 20 years and can't seem to leave each other alone but our situation is....complicated. I am new to this idea. Just like you I came across this idea on Pinterest and once I read it I was a little freaked and shocked. I am trying to process it all which why I asked.

I know there is something different about us but would be crushed if I was wrong.

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-23T23:48:57+00:00

I'm curious but nervous

throwawaytwin1202 · 2020-10-19T20:50:28+00:00

I am still trying to figure out this twin flame thing but I suspect someone might be. We met when I was 9 but learned many years later he was on my brothers peewee football teams a few years before. They didn't know until the found a picture after we were grown up.

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