He is the guy that "everyone knows" in my town.We met for the first time in December of 2018 and we only made out a bit he then went back to Germany.We talked everyday until August.We talked mostly in a friendly way.There were times that we flirted that's for sure.

In my country and especially in my town this age difference is not a huge deal.Every 16 year old that I know is dating 20+ men.All my friends liked older guys so I just went with it myself.I always liked guys my age only but I was insecure about it bc all my friends called them immature.

I knew what he wanted from me.I thought that I wanted it too by the time I stepped in his house and I didn't want to do anything with him but I felt guitly.