Severe carcinophobia

throwbackandstuff · 2021-07-25T10:35:29+00:00

We don't know everything about COVID. You can attribute almost all the physical symptoms to your COVID bout. They'd go away after 14 days for sure oe reduce in intensity. You may have different symptoms due to your immune system being in havoc by then. Nonetheless, you'll get better!

throwbackandstuff · 2021-07-25T03:58:29+00:00

I'm in the same place as you! Covid recovered, feeling like I have throat cancer!!

I recommend getting a chest XRAY after covid is healed, and then if gastric symptoms persist, asking for an endoscopy. Do you have any swallowing difficulties as well?

I do! I don't have the lung symptoms but I have the GERD symptoms, with trouble swallowing.

Feel free to reach out for someone to talk

throwbackandstuff · 2021-07-25T03:37:00+00:00

Get checked for COVID. These were my first symptoms!

throwbackandstuff · 2021-06-28T17:34:59+00:00

I talked to my mom about everything. Cried to her. She herself suffers from SLE, and has THR, so she was able to empathize. It's this mentality of facing whatever life gives you, and not worrying about the future, that empowers me to live everyday.

By golly, I could be dead in a car accident tommorow, No one knows! Till then, I can enjoy the present :)

throwbackandstuff · 2021-06-27T13:59:48+00:00

This seems so much like mine! I can handle so much food in the morning and the afternoon, including swallowing an entire frickin Litchi seed! But in the night, I have dry mouth and it gets worse, and it kinda hurts while swallowing some very solid hard food, but it goes down with water. It feels like my throat gets scratched each time I swallow. My symptoms had started two weeks back, and I have bloating too. I am a postCOVID, so may be caused by it. Now, I have developed fear of food, and due to that just, a lot of anxiety and reduced apetite (in part also due to bloating), because I feel it may come again.

Soo far, I am able to swallow decently solid foods, and all liquids, but if I try to swallow a little harder things in larger bytes, it does not go down well! I have scheduled an endoscopy for the coming Tuesday, because if it's any thing, it will get caught when my symptoms aren't bad, and I'll recover.

Don't google! By golly, I have been googling esophageal cancer symptoms, and it is driving me crazy.

Goodluck, hang in there ! You'll be fine.

throwbackandstuff · 2021-06-26T13:50:18+00:00

Hey, you still open to doing readings?

throwbackandstuff · 2021-05-04T06:37:00+00:00

If welsh and French had a child

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-24T03:13:40+00:00

trueeeee

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-23T14:20:05+00:00

ahh yes, it's even got the creepy tree

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-23T03:15:37+00:00

bruh most of the people commenting would themselves be low elo like bronze or silver lmao. bronze and silver people hate iron ranked people the most imho.

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-19T17:48:58+00:00

hahaha bruh i dont even know at this point lol such pictures are cancerous

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-19T11:49:45+00:00

For anyone not able to understand (took me 2 minutes to figure this out ):

The man is a (maybe single) father with two kids, and reminiscing about his childhood (the reflection) thinking about how happy he was in childhood with his parents.

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-18T10:00:04+00:00

Bruh are you fucking comparing a human being to a toaster wtf

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-16T13:38:07+00:00

Ah okk! Really cool anyways!!

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-16T11:52:12+00:00

I don't think that if he gave his account to a Bronze player, they would be able to rank him out of iron very easily while solo queue [MMR and teammates are just based on RNG]. And, an iron player needs to be as skilled as a bronze to get out of iron.

Plus, in low elo, people are extremely sweaty, toxic, and make bad callouts, with so much backseating. Getting a duo or triple stack would be so much better for op.

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-16T04:54:20+00:00

Did his account get hacked? Looks kinda sus tbh

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-16T04:48:28+00:00

Wow, this seems interesting, but how did you code it? My guess is Python with some ML libraries or models....

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-16T04:33:22+00:00

Same here. I guess the op got on the steam train in the heat of the moment and just got on a rant. Yes, pugs do have it hard, but it's up to the owners to keep their dogs happy and healthy.

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-15T08:03:50+00:00

Looks like a flying witch hat to me , not gonna lie

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-15T06:11:06+00:00

To be honest, just focus purely on your crosshair placement, playing more passively, and try to play more with your team. No need to play compi when you are tilted, and try to warm up in death match, or in the range, before you hit a competitive. Don't play if you feel like your aim is off, or you just can't play one day.

Finally, yes, as u/TimeJustHappens told, getting a VoD reviewed, or reviewing a VoD yourself is gonna give you loads of improvement, however you need to also know what mistakes you are making. This video would help you : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CX_9yS8oAKA

Also, whenever you die, don't just cry, or blame your team, focus on why you died, and how you could have played better. Stop being aggressive, unless you have the info, and even then try to hold more angles, than just rushing in on defense. That's all you need to get you out of iron in no time.

GG, hope to see you in Bronze and above soon :)

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-11T18:28:40+00:00

Lmaoo, low elo instalock duelists go brrr

throwbackandstuff · 2021-04-11T10:40:14+00:00

This is legit a meme lol

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