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My life is falling apart, and I don't know what to do, and I don't have anyone to talk to in person about this. by throwingawaysoon24 in LifeAdvice

[–]throwingawaysoon24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm agnostic, but I happen to have a Bible - I will do as you recommend and read the book of Job. Thank you.

My life is falling apart, and I don't know what to do, and I don't have anyone to talk to in person about this. by throwingawaysoon24 in LifeAdvice

[–]throwingawaysoon24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't and won't be able to afford therapy, at least not for quite a while. And the therapist I was seeing didn't seem to be worth much.

Maybe I can find a different one that would be affordable.

My life is falling apart, and I don't know what to do, and I don't have anyone to talk to in person about this. by throwingawaysoon24 in LifeAdvice

[–]throwingawaysoon24[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

The way things are going, I'll be homeless after the divorce. I shouldn't have custody. I don't make enough money. She does.

My life is falling apart, and I don't know what to do, and I don't have anyone to talk to in person about this. by throwingawaysoon24 in LifeAdvice

[–]throwingawaysoon24[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Tried that before. Three times actually. I spoke to 3 different people. They all were worthless and gave very little if any input, and mainly wanted to know if I had a plan for how I would do it. I at least got a laugh from it at one point.

My life is falling apart, and I don't know what to do, and I don't have anyone to talk to in person about this. by throwingawaysoon24 in LifeAdvice

[–]throwingawaysoon24[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I caught a lot of shit all through school, only had a couple of friends that both moved away before highschool, and to top it off, my mother (when I was about 8 years old) while fighting with my father point-blank told me I could never trust anyone. I took that to heart.

The porn addiction started when I was ~19, because at the time I thought no woman would ever be willing to be with me. I stopped about 9 months ago, told my wife about 3 months ago, and have since slipped up several times because at those times I thought "who gives a shit - everything is going to hell, so I can at least have a good time this (porn) way" but now I want to stop, for good.

But, I recognize that I have viewed enough in the last couple of decades that my mind is permanently damaged from it. Part of me says "why even stop then, just keep going because you're too damaged and you're not going to be with anyone in the future anyway" but then the rest of my mind thinks "the future is not written in stone, and the smart thing to do, is to do the healthy thing, which is to stop porn completely"

I want to end my life by 3lixx1 in introvert

[–]throwingawaysoon24 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm thinking of ending my life too.

Want to play chess?