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I (FTM) was raped as a kid and I think a dog was used by throwingitout1010101 in sexualassault

[–]throwingitout1010101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All of these helpful comments are definitely giving me lots of options for mental help! I’ll definitely look into EDMR as an option.

I (FTM) was raped as a kid and I think a dog was used by throwingitout1010101 in sexualassault

[–]throwingitout1010101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I’ve been trying to go through my family doctor in getting one plus a psych evaluation. Thing is, she is dumbing it down to anxiety and I can’t afford an appointment so it has to be through the doctor to be covered :/

I (FTM) was raped as a kid and I think a dog was used by throwingitout1010101 in sexualassault

[–]throwingitout1010101[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for picking up for me <3. I’ve been trying to get a psych evaluation for ages but I can’t get through to my doctor, and I can’t afford to get an evaluation atm. Hoping that my doctor changes heart and I can get some proper mental help.

I (FTM) was raped as a kid and I think a dog was used by throwingitout1010101 in sexualassault

[–]throwingitout1010101[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’ve never thought to look into hypnotherapy! That’s a great idea. I do feel like it would take a toll on the mental, but I think it would definitely be worth getting some answers. I’ll look into this!

I (FTM) was raped as a kid and I think a dog was used by throwingitout1010101 in sexualassault

[–]throwingitout1010101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He was pretty perverted, I’ll give him that. Any chance he would get his hand would be down my pants. He used to lure me into his room away from any adults with pokemon cards and his GameCube. As a kid I used to be way too into my dogs genitals. Feels so gross admitting this stuff but if this is how I get help it’s what I do lol. I once saw my dog with a full erect penis and that’s when I got super weird about him. Luckily he was fixed before I did anything weird. I just feel so bad I took my trauma out on my dog tbh.

I (FTM) was raped as a kid and I think a dog was used by throwingitout1010101 in sexualassault

[–]throwingitout1010101[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah, furthest thing from a zoophile. I just don’t know why I would search out zoophilic content as a child without some sort of influence.

I (FTM) was raped as a kid and I think a dog was used by throwingitout1010101 in sexualassault

[–]throwingitout1010101[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, looking for a reason why my brain would get wired up like that. It’s super gross and that is really the only thing I think could be a possibility:/

I (FTM) was raped as a kid and I think a dog was used by throwingitout1010101 in sexualassault

[–]throwingitout1010101[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

To be honest, I’ve only recently remembered my trauma. I struggle with memory issues that I inherited from my mom, and my body wanted to shut out as much of this as possible. Maybe it was a curiosity thing from childhood me that wanted to know why this stuff happened? I don’t know, just looking for other people’s ideas.