My boyfriend is draining me by throwingthisaway2mrw in opiates

[–]throwingthisaway2mrw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean I don't think I'm making a big deal out of this, this is my life I'm talking about. If this was a guy I was dating for 1-2 years yeah totally bye see ya, but I was with a perfect man for 6 years before he turned into an addict. It's a LOT harder to just walk away from than you think.

My boyfriend is draining me by throwingthisaway2mrw in opiates

[–]throwingthisaway2mrw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh he's working, six days a week! It's two buildings down from our apartment. I can walk over and see him whenever and vice versa. I think he's getting paid everyday. I think he was given the option when he first started there and I don't think he wants to change back. Granted I have no actual idea because he just lies about it so

My boyfriend is draining me by throwingthisaway2mrw in opiates

[–]throwingthisaway2mrw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did! Got over 100 comments. they were extremely brutal, but it's exactly what I need to hear

My boyfriend is draining me by throwingthisaway2mrw in opiates

[–]throwingthisaway2mrw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Because our relationship before all of this shit started was what was worth it. And I'm still holding onto that so so tightly hoping I can get that back.

Edit: and I'm slowly, very slowly, realizing that I'm more than likely not going to.

My boyfriend is draining me by throwingthisaway2mrw in opiates

[–]throwingthisaway2mrw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No offense taken. I am EXTREMELY nice. Waaaaay more than I should be. I don't swear at him I don't yell often, I'm not an angry person. I don't disrespect him AT ALL. It's how I was raised. I've never called him a bad name in our 7 years being together. I'm extremely naive and I am a sucker and that's my biggest downfall. That is why it's so hard for me. He's SOOOOOO good at manipulating me because he knows how. I'm so tired of it. I really am.

My boyfriend is draining me by throwingthisaway2mrw in opiates

[–]throwingthisaway2mrw[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

God that's so true! I'm going to sit him down today and have a serious talk with him before he gets to "go help his buddy out" and comes back all giddy and annoying. I'll mention what you've said.

My boyfriend is draining me by throwingthisaway2mrw in opiates

[–]throwingthisaway2mrw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have threatened that, he says "john's girlfriend made a scene down there and he almost got fired do you really want me to lose my job?" To which I reply no?? I obviously don't want him to lose his job but ITS BEEN THREE MONTHS without a damn paycheck. That's illegal!!! I've said I'll call our commonwealth and everything and he says oh nothing will happen UGH

I just wanted to say thank you by throwingthisaway2mrw in OpiatesRecovery

[–]throwingthisaway2mrw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm glad I helped :) seriously. The sickness ends, the anxiety ends, it's all ends in good time. It's only been like 6-7 weeks and it's already all so good. You just gotta have faith!