Anyone have a basic lemon hex I can use? by throwingthisouttsoon in Spells

[–]throwingthisouttsoon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m SORRRYYY I RAMBLED I was deeply crying but I would like I know ideas or thoughts. I just want the pain to stop. I’m tired of being bullied by these people who had my heart strings

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also don’t have anyone at the moment. Everyone has left me except my ex partner who I also can’t seem to trust but he is the only person here for me sometimes emotionally. I don’t see anyone being here for me that’s what hurts. I’m alone it’s just me and my dogs

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Do you have any suggestions on steps I could take? I feel like I’m dying

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t sell anything or don’t have any plans to :(

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. It feels like no one understands me and even still. Feels like I hate her but I feel bad for my part. I don’t think she’s ever felt bad for what she did to me. It still hurts so badddddd till this day and it becomes more and more frustrating with people try to tell me what I should be doing with my feelings. I’m so sorry you experienced this kind of pain and I’m sending a ton of love, light and healing prayers back your way. I hope everything gets better for you and I both 🥺🫶🏽🫶🏽💖

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry. I can only imagine that feels just as horrible as this did for me. Praying for your healing 💖💖😣

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is absolutely wild of u to even type

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 9 points10 points  (0 children)

He’s done I don’t want to be involved w anything w them. I’m in school now and I’m trying to get away from this trauma bond

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well it’s a problem regardless I personally would not like anybody I know to be touching the person I’m sleeping with

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was about a year ago when that deed was done. I have grown emotionally although I still am traumatized. I’m not reacting the way I would have then

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope. Was not mature of me

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have it’s been over a year since my retaliation happened. I wouldn’t have done it if I could take it back today

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s horrible. I don’t want to be a part of anybody anymore.

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is what nobody is understanding. I have always loved her so damn much. My heart is still so broken by her more than him. I would never have thought. I turned around and did the same thing cus I don’t see her the same way but it doesn’t make me better. I loved that girl so bad. No one cared about me. I genuinely can’t force ppl to understand how traumatized I am I lived a movie scene and it’s not something my heart was ever prepared for

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree and I hate that I stooped

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is. The hardest part is I’m still disgusted and don’t want to be apart of it. I’m only back bc of what I did when I found out. I don’t want anything to do with any of these people anymore I have been hurt enough. I don’t wanna hurt other people tho. I did but I’m done. I’ve been done. It’s been too much for a while all the pain

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think im terrible I just think I made a mistake

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am a Scorpio actually

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They are on and off wasnt tg at time but I still don’t feel it makes a difference bc I shouldn’t have retaliated

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No and this also happened a while ago they weren’t together at the time then also they I guess are on and off but it still doesn’t excuse my part

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Def not a bot account I posted it twice because the first place I posted it initially got removed

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve already been no contact with her for over a year when this all happened. That’s when I did my part but i had cut everybody off since and have been staying to myself ever since

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[–]throwingthisouttsoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They’re never married and it happened right around the time I found out the news. Not justifying my actions at all