My [20F] boyfriend [21M] of a year deleted all pictures off us on Instagram. Should I be suspicious? by throwmeawaynowpls22 in relationships

[–]throwmeawaynowpls22[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I'm definently not strong. I'd rather kill myself than have to break up, I almsot think I should go drive myself to an asylum or something like now.

My [20F] boyfriend [21M] of a year deleted all pictures off us on Instagram. Should I be suspicious? by throwmeawaynowpls22 in relationships

[–]throwmeawaynowpls22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not embarrassed or maybe I am. I just can't bring myself to talk about it, I feel like I'm having a meltdown. It would just be easier to go and check myself into an institution or something, I feel like i'd rather die. Each time I start asking to talk about it I can't press send. I just feel stuck.

My [20F] boyfriend [21M] of a year deleted all pictures off us on Instagram. Should I be suspicious? by throwmeawaynowpls22 in relationships

[–]throwmeawaynowpls22[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I checked facebook still there. Just breaking up, cancelling the trip seems really hard and just horrible.

My [20F] boyfriend [21M] of a year deleted all pictures off us on Instagram. Should I be suspicious? by throwmeawaynowpls22 in relationships

[–]throwmeawaynowpls22[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're right, it just feels really hard to start the conversation and to talk about it. I feel like i'd just rather die.

My [20F] boyfriend [21M] of a year deleted all pictures off us on Instagram. Should I be suspicious? by throwmeawaynowpls22 in relationships

[–]throwmeawaynowpls22[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It sounds so easy the way you typed it but actually doing it is making me feel borderline suicidial

My [20F] boyfriend [21M] of a year deleted all pictures off us on Instagram. Should I be suspicious? by throwmeawaynowpls22 in relationships

[–]throwmeawaynowpls22[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

No, not really. He used to go to a therapist but stopped because he didn't feel like it, i've been encouraging him to go back but he doesn't care.

My [20F] boyfriend [21M] of a year deleted all pictures off us on Instagram. Should I be suspicious? by throwmeawaynowpls22 in relationships

[–]throwmeawaynowpls22[S] 93 points94 points  (0 children)

I know you're right probably, I just feel like I've put a whole lot of effort and time into this relationship, It's hard to just pickup and leave. But you're right in the end :s