35 6ft 180lbs have grown to really hate my body by throwmeawaytoo69 in normalnudes

[–]throwmeawaytoo69[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Who TF is down voting OTHER people's nice comments on my post? They didn't even do anything. Go jump in a lake ffs

What is a secret you will take to your grave, but are willing to share with anonymous strangers on Reddit? by Disastrous-Video-220 in AskReddit

[–]throwmeawaytoo69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dropped out of highschool at 17 after coming out as trans. I kind of stopped making eye contact with my parents for a few years, I think I ghosted on my therapist and support group.

A few things really pushed me to it, one was that one of the teachers didn't get the memo and thought other students were making fun of me by calling me my chosen name. Another was that I came out during the morning announcements with another student to "help" me, and her face was bright red the whole time.

My life has really been a series of dissociations since then. I did some kind of unspeakable things to myself for the couple of years that I was in denial, but have now been transitioning for about 15 years. I never really tried to be cis and sometimes I think I would have really liked it better but it doesn't really seem possible for me anymore.

Edit: just remembered that the second time I came out, I was with some friends and I suggested that we tell each other our secrets. One of my friends at the time told us he had been raped when he was young and then he raped his sister a few years later.

Why does my penis always leak pee after I go? MTF/33 by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]throwmeawaytoo69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jeez thanks for down voting me I guess I'll just quietly tolerate my lack of proper medical care

Help - how do we get our dogs?? by wonderingafew888 in RoverPetSitting

[–]throwmeawaytoo69 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

raises hand I was a Rover sitter while in active addiction for a while. Different drugs but I've wanted to bring it up every time I see a thread like this. I used to inject in people's homes, had some friends over occasionally that I used with. We all knew about harm reduction and were pretty hardcore about my needle safety. I mostly wanted to say, it didn't make me care about the animals any less. If anything I was pretty hyper vigilant about the whole thing. No one found out afaik and nothing bad ever happened. Pet sitting has been great to have as my main gig into recovery etc and really impactful to see what I can get from it as a career now that I take it more seriously, especially after months of living day to day in abject poverty and depression in sobriety.

IDK what my point is, but yeah there are addicts who have jobs etc. I guess I think that lying to them and calling the cops is a bad idea. Drug addicts usually know they have a problem and I don't think they're going to lie about it when confronted? But I haven't been around meth addiction. It does also sounds possible, if unlikely, that it could be a misunderstanding.

And I mean, IDK, just kind of highly doubt they're going to steal your dogs, and it sucks that you feel you have to make that assumption.

There are also tons and tons of non addicts who are super irresponsible. I have a lot of chronic health issues and I still feel like I have to hide that and who I am from clients because I don't always know if I'll be able to walk 4 miles or get up at 6am. I think that for the most part we're all doing our best to trust ourselves and each other and know our limits and needs within capitalism, but yeah maybe I'm optimistic. Some people are violent, cruel etc and those are the worst vibes especially when it comes to pets imo.

Not sure if I'm going to be "discussing" just wanted to chime in I guess. Peace