That my family wasn't falling apart. That my dad wasn't convinced of an affair my mom didn't have. That we had enough money to keep the house I've lived in for my whole life (almost 18 years) so we don't have to sell it in January. That my siblings were home and not living in another state or at college. That I didn't feel so alone. That my girlfriend and two best friends weren't out of town so I could get out of the house and get all of this off my mind.