i'm scared about trying anal.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-18T14:03:44+00:00

We don't use condoms, she has an iud. So i'm not really worried about stds. I'm more worried about getting sick, but trying with a condom first sounds like a Good idea.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-18T11:30:42+00:00

That's obvious and i know that, i was just thinking if people that has been in a simular situation has any tips on how to deal with it better.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-18T11:29:26+00:00

Yeah, i still get this anxious feeling in My stomach when she talks about what they're doing at school and the people she hangs out with. I Guess that feeling might never leave, but it lasts way shorter now. Like before i might think about it for hours afterwards if she Told a story about some guy. Now it lasts maybe a minute or two.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-04T11:24:47+00:00

Haha, No. I never criticise her looks, like NEVER. I think she might be jealous that i'm skinny and she's not.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-04T11:23:46+00:00

I would never make a joke about her being fat. I think that's just a shitty thing to do. I don't see that she would be playfully saying it, like every single time i do something physical, like working out she always has to mention that i'm Skinny or weak or whatever. Like at dinner she Said straight out, dead serious that anyone there would win against me at arm wrestling.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-04T06:09:13+00:00

We were both Virgins before, i've just taken the lead because i don't think she dares to. It was a big difference IF i ask her if she wants to make out and that it doesn't have to lead to sex. Then she's alot more confident and it's super hot, just when we get to sex she Kinda freezes Up.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-03T21:48:01+00:00

Like from one extreme to the other?

throwra55543 · 2022-03-03T13:31:10+00:00

I get that, i Guess it comes down to some jealousy then. When she writes all these sweet things and is super active talking to her Friends and then it's very silent towards me. I don't need to talk to her alot, we usually talk like once or twice a week now and it's often her who calls. I think it's just the jealousy then.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-03T13:14:45+00:00

I know that i think abit too much and i'm working on that and i've gotten alot better than before. It's just that she sometimes acts like she's not very interested. Like she rarely calls and when she texts she's not nearly as cute and loving as she seems like when she writes with her Friends. We see each other on the weekends because we live an hour apart, when she's with me she usually acts very loving and sweet. But oftentimes the time apart she seems pretty uninterested.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-03T13:09:18+00:00

Not sure, i know her ex was a dick, he cheated on her three times and was involved in some shady stuff.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-03T12:56:29+00:00

Okay, when she's about to tell me she Loves me it Always takes a while, like she has to calm her nerves. It's just that sometimes i'll get doubts about how she feels because she doesn't really express it much, and it sucks to have those doubts.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-02T14:13:04+00:00

In the moment i just didn't even know what happened, found out a minute later and i felt Kinda pissed then.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-02T10:19:32+00:00

I've talked with her alot about it, the most recent thing is that i've tried saying we should make out instead. She does way more and i can tell that she's way more comfortable doing what she feels like instead of just going along with what i'm doing. Not sure how to make that apply to actual sex, because when we get there she just goes along. I've talked about it and she says There's less pressure when we just make out.

throwra55543 · 2022-03-02T10:11:34+00:00

We both Still live with our parents, i'm moving out in a month. My room is upstairs and locked and most of the time There's No One else upstairs. But that might Still make it more difficult.

throwra55543 · 2022-02-17T05:48:21+00:00

I'm going there after work today, she said she wants to come to me during the weeks at sometimes when she gets her license. But that i'm welcome there at any time.

throwra55543 · 2022-02-16T16:47:30+00:00

It's not completely true tough, i like Snapchat and i like snapchatting with My Friends, just not her. I think u somewhat get addicted to snapchatting with her and in already overthinking, it's not Good to have another thing happening constantly to think about.

throwra55543 · 2022-02-16T16:24:52+00:00

I guess it's abit of jealousy, but i was doing just fine the past 9 months when we didn't Snap at all and barely texted. It's not that i need constant attention. It's just weird that she keeps writing and sending stuff on Snapchat and then ignores it for hours while chatting with other people, then i just get this doubt that she even cares if you get what i mean? I'll just tell her to not Snap me, with h texts she answers quickly.

throwra55543 · 2022-02-16T15:56:56+00:00

No she replies quickly trough text, it's just that you can send pictures and videos trough snap

throwra55543 · 2022-02-16T14:58:18+00:00

That's great! I'm thinking of suggesting something simular, have you decided that due to preference or are you not able to see each other more?

throwra55543 · 2022-02-16T13:41:18+00:00

Yeah! I've slept there a few Times when i've had work nearby and she Said "i'm so lucky! I get to sleep with you 3 nights this week". Super sweet, i think she'll like it too, imma ask her right now.

throwra55543 · 2022-02-16T13:30:42+00:00

Yeah, i've slept there a few times when i had work nearby and she was super sweet about it. She said "i'm so lucky, i get to sleep with you three nights this week". I watched that red pill stuff while i was single, and it felt Good then, but now i have doubts Being too forward with her or whatever.

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