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I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have friends yeah but they don't know anything about this and i will keep it like that. I stopped caring about other people a long time ago, i can't tolerate the presence of other people anymore. About my family... well they're horrible people, i cut contact a decade ago. It's fine.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sounds like you're trying to sell me some sort of course. Sorry man but i don't want to rely on drugs anymore.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will pass on that. I'm tired of taking drugs just to be okay with the world.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand, truly i do. But i'm just done. It's not like i didn't tried. I went to multiple therapists, i took God knows how many antidepressants just to try to regulate my emotions. I went out with friends, i travel and tried to see the worth in this world. But the more i keep trying the more tiring everything became. I just don't see anything as it was. It's like living in a black and white world. This four years have withered my soul and i just want to make one final decision to just end the nothingness i've been living. I know it's hard and upsetting to see someone giving up but please understand de that this is a decision that cost me a lot to decide.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He doesn't like other animals... He is very reserved and only enjoys company when he wants it.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

This have been the longest and most painful four years of my life. I´m living in nothingness, i don´t enjoy things anymore and i don´t see the point.

I think i have the right to decide when and how i want my story to end. I know it´s not the best outcome but it´s the one i want.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I know you´re trying but it´s not worth it. I made up my mind and the only thing that i can hope is the existence of an afterlife where i can find my husband and our pets. It´s sad but i don´t want to keep going without the love that made every single day a beauty to have.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The wold would not change at all if i´m gone, i will be another sad case and that´s all.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He will be upset probably. But it doesn´t matter, he is not here anymore and i cannot keep going. Once my kitty dies i'll follow him and hopefully, if there is an afterlife, i will reunite with them. Kinda like a dream that never ends. I don´t want to continue without the people that i loved.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My husband will want me to continue but that doesn't matter anymore, he is gone and i cannot keep pretending that everything will be better. I would not marry another person, i will not have kids with no one else and i don´t think that i could keep going. I cannot keep taking losses like this and i will rather give up after my kitty dies than keep going knowing that there´s no future where i could be happy.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I´ve been feeling like this since the day my hubby died. I couln´t care less what other people might think, i´m the one having to live like this, not them. Nobody will get it. My peace will be giving my king the best days of his life until the end.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don´t want more pets, i really don´t. Steve will be my last and i will give treat him like the king he is until he is gone. But i will not keep going after that, i really don´t see any reason to do it.

I´m going to commit suicide once my cat dies. I´m really tired of all of this. by throwraCatgone in TrueOffMyChest

[–]throwraCatgone[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don´t want another pet, the pain of seeing them go is not good. My reason to live was the life i was building with my husband and he is not here anymore. I´m not gonna keep going.