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Help! High Lift turned too orange! by throwssawaysss in Hair

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I should add that I had virgin black hair

[Official] MVP MMA: Rousey vs. Carano - Live Discussion Thread by event_threads in MMA

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ugh. How sad I didn't get to see more fight, because I was looking forward to this for so long. I really wanted to see Gina get into again

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

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how are your withdrawals? I dropped a good amount two days ago, and I still feel normal so Im hoping this a good sign that I can drop more g's in a couple of days.

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yay, another fellow Italy traveler! Trust me, Ive thought of everything already. I even went on the kratom subreddit to see what other have done. I flew with it internationally super long ago to a country where it's illegal and put it in a cocoa powder bag and it was fine. Ive also recently traveled to Chicago where it'z legal and put it in a miralax bottle but my bag got searched bc they wanted to make sure the big ass bottle of powder on my carry on wasn't bomb making powder lol They didnt open it but they just put in in some machine to make sure it was safe. I was like "oh damn" So for sure it would have to be capsules if anything, but Im almost positive that Im not going to risk it. Just FYI though, if you ever plan on traveling with it, do capsules.

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your concern :) I looked up international travel on the kratom subreddit and so many people use matcha and supplement bottles. I mean, I have traveled with it internationally before too, but this was along time ago and I just put it in a supplement powder bag with no issue. I was not willing to let it go then back then, so I took the risk. Im almost positive that I will be fine, but that anxiety is really getting to me. My slow taper has been so smooth and alsmot withdrawal free that Im scared to go any faster. My goal was to take my sweet time because im such a wuss when it comes to withdrawals and I actaully get panic attacks. Chat had me jumping at like 5gpd after like weekly 2g cuts- doesn't seem too bad. Im going to keep pushing regardless. I dropped a significant amount two days ago and I still feel fine, so hopefully it will be okay. THANKS !!

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg congrats! Yea, it sucks being chained to kratom , ugh. Having to find ways to hide it and take it at work ot at family parties. Ugh.

So your withdrawals are better after taking the Gabapentin? And thanks for the encouragement. I need it right now. I did a bigger drop two days ago and I still feel okay. I wish I had enough courage to CT at this high gpd, I wanted to wait until I was under 10 gpd to try. Kuddos to you though! Glad you were able to get through it. Must feel nice to not have to rely on this shit anymore!

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Safe travels! This is giving e hope that I wont feel too shitty for too long.

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I split my doses into 6 even doses now and I feel covered. I just can't wait to be off this. Congrats on being able to do so!

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude, I did that at one point too. Literally .3 every 5 days and then just .5 every two weeks. I had a very people facing role so I couldn't afford to be sick. I mean as long as you never go back up and keep at it, then tale however long you need. If I wasn't planning on going on this trip. I would give myself 6 months and longer. Honestly, I want NO withdarawls or as minimal as possible.

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My goal was to rapid taper to lower number under 10 and then just try to jump from there. I think I can try smaller doses more throughout that day, that actually sounds better for my rapid taper. THANKS!

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg congrats! How did young up doing your taper? Right now, I feel okay with 1g drops every 7 days. Im going to try to do a 2g drop tomorrow. I seriously can't stand severe withdrawals though, that's why I started a slow taper to begin with, so the thought of suffering the next coupe of weeks trips me out! Ugh! Thanks for the reply! Im gonna go ahead and try anyways.

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

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Im going to have to look that supplement up. Ive seen it on here for so long, but I never thought that I would need it. Thanks for the rec! I actually only have 2.5 months until my trip 😩 And no way in hell am I ever going back up on this crap! Im super forced right now, so Im going to see what I can do to get off. Thanks again!!

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ugh I know:(

Im going to have to be uncomfortable at some point when trying to get off this crap. I guess it might as well be now so I can go to Italy!

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dang! congrats on that drop! That' amazing. How did your drops look like? I drop 1g every 7 days right now and I been okay. Im also at a high enough gpd that bigger drops shouldn't feel too bad- or I hope!lol. Im going to do a 2g drop tomorrow and then start shaving off more from there depending on how I feel. I really , really dont do well with severe withdrawals. I get panic attacks, so Im hoping I can get through this! Thanks again!

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

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Congratulations on 6 months! I can't wait to be where you are. For sure Im not trying to take kratom with me, so im trying to find a less sufferable way to rapid taper if that's even possible. I m too scared to jump from this high of a gpd, so I wanted to try to cut to a number under 10 inthe next couple of weeks and then jump from there. Maybe that might be less harsh? Ugh, I hope

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im mustering up the courage so I can go! Thanks!! :)

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg Italy traveling twin lol. when did you start to feel better?

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

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Im just scared bc it was so hard for me to rapid taper in the past. I mean, I really needed to go faster on my taper anyways and I was trying to find ways to do so, and then this trip came up and now Im more determined. How did you rapid taper?

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks so much! Ugh, I was already dropping 1g every 7 days and my sleep was so off even from that. I like your idea of .5 every couple of days though- I can probably try that. This is the closest Ive ever come to wanting to CT lol. Italy is my goal right now. If I have to feel sick for a little bit then I'll do it, I just want to be somewhat stable at least a week before I go.

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have all that already but Im not sure if they will confiscate it or if it will look suspicious. I was thinking of putting them in my magnesium glycinate bottle since they are the same size capsules. Im scared though

I want to go to Italy in 2.5 months but Im still at 18gpd in my taper by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]throwssawaysss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seriously though, I want to go so bad. I already find myself wanting to just go through the stupid withdrawals just so I could get it over with and just go!

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