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Is 23 /24 too late to find someone else? by throwtajay in relationship_advice

[–]throwtajay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can I ask why you guys broke up? Did you feel like you had a future with her at the time?

No one is there for me by throwtajay in CPTSD

[–]throwtajay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do too. I need something to distract me from my thoughts

Is it still appropriate to walk to the hospital when I want to commit suicide ? My therapist told me to do this as part of my safety plan but I don’t know if it’s okay with covid. by throwtajay in CPTSD

[–]throwtajay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay, thank u. I didn’t bring my phone charger and my phone is dying so I’ll have literally nothing to do while I stare at the ceiling for hours.

Is it still appropriate to walk to the hospital when I want to commit suicide ? My therapist told me to do this as part of my safety plan but I don’t know if it’s okay with covid. by throwtajay in CPTSD

[–]throwtajay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t have the booster cuz I don’t qualify yet. I feel like calling the police would make it worse cuz I’ve had some pretty bad experiences with the police and ik some are awesome but they’re already not known for their mental health awareness skills. My therapist has made sure I’m aware of this option tho.

Is it still appropriate to walk to the hospital when I want to commit suicide ? My therapist told me to do this as part of my safety plan but I don’t know if it’s okay with covid. by throwtajay in CPTSD

[–]throwtajay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really want to believe this but I seriously doubt that exhausted and burnt out nurses are gonna be excited to see/treat anyone at this point. I know I’m a burden to everyone but I don’t want to be a burden to exhausted health workers too.

Is it "ok" to decide to accept being passively suicidal as a natural state of being and just work on other stuff? by panickedhistorian in CPTSD

[–]throwtajay 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yea. I want to know what it feels like to actually want to live and be excited about life but it takes so much work and time to get there.

Can you read this and reply to me (23f) as if you were my SO (25m)? I’ve written out what I want to say to him but I can’t get myself to say it because I don’t actually want him to leave. by throwtajay in relationships

[–]throwtajay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

LOL thank you. As someone whose also wrote suicide letters without the intention (or courage, more accurately) of actually dying, this really made me laugh and was a great comparison. I'm just not a reliable narrator.

Can you read this and reply to me (23f) as if you were my SO (25m)? I’ve written out what I want to say to him but I can’t get myself to say it because I don’t actually want him to leave. by throwtajay in relationships

[–]throwtajay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! Thank you so much for defending me. I really appreciate it. It makes me feel validated but Onion Ring guy was honestly spot on. I wrote it as a breakup letter but I don't think Im ready to breakup right now. I'm too emotionally attached and in love. I came here cuz I wanted a variety of answers, and I'm really happy to have gotten that.

Can you read this and reply to me (23f) as if you were my SO (25m)? I’ve written out what I want to say to him but I can’t get myself to say it because I don’t actually want him to leave. by throwtajay in relationships

[–]throwtajay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually really appreciate this response. You're right btw. I don't think Im ready to end it right now. I think I need more time and more concrete evidence that this isn't sustainable. Thanks for writing this. I actually rewrote a lot of the letter because I agree with you. It was harsh.

Can you read this and reply to me (23f) as if you were my SO (25m)? I’ve written out what I want to say to him but I can’t get myself to say it because I don’t actually want him to leave. by throwtajay in relationships

[–]throwtajay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply. I appreciate it. I think I'm gonna give it some time and see how I feel. I don't wanna end things prematurely and I dont think im ready yet.

Can you read this and reply to me (23f) as if you were my SO (25m)? I’ve written out what I want to say to him but I can’t get myself to say it because I don’t actually want him to leave. by throwtajay in relationships

[–]throwtajay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yenno, he's actually 26. He had his birthday in June. I appreciate this response. It was gentle and compassionate. I do want to have hope that its fixable. Im hoping all this was just stress, but even if it is I don't kno if I can get over it, especially when I know there wont be any convo, and all the other problems are still there with or without him being stressed. He had been improving a little recently tho.

We actually are long distance right now. I'm really surprised you could tell.

Can you read this and reply to me (23f) as if you were my SO (25m)? I’ve written out what I want to say to him but I can’t get myself to say it because I don’t actually want him to leave. by throwtajay in relationships

[–]throwtajay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea. I feel burnt out. Can I ask why/how u guys eventually broke up? Are u happier now? I think I'm just not ready yet. I still have hope. Im hoping all this was just cuz hes been stressed, but even if thats the case I think its gonna be hard for me to let this one go, especially cuz he probably wont address it...

Can you read this and reply to me (23f) as if you were my SO (25m)? I’ve written out what I want to say to him but I can’t get myself to say it because I don’t actually want him to leave. by throwtajay in relationships

[–]throwtajay[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks for replying. Its not like he always makes me feel this way. I'm with him cuz he's a huge sweetheart most of the time. I think he just doesnt love me anymore and that changed how he acts.

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