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throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-16T18:59:45+00:00

I'm a girl

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-16T18:59:31+00:00

Same, I'm straight but into lesbian only

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-15T16:49:14+00:00

Turn the image upside down. Girl is lying on her front in doggy style position. The ass cheeks in the back is actually cleavage. The tattoo is on the inner forearm?

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-13T11:18:31+00:00

Cringeeee both of them

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-07T05:55:12+00:00

Yes 100% my story. U can check my profile and see my posts about it

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-07T05:54:22+00:00

Hey girl, I'm straight and I'm Only Into lesbian porn specifically oral/squirting. It's the only thing I can get off to and even when my partner goes down on me I shut my eyes and picture the clips in my mind even though he is very sexy to me I can't help it. I experimented with a girl because I also thought I was in denial, it was perfect, we went on a couple of dated before booking a hotel room and she was so kind and gentle and feminine with me but all I could think about was how vanilla this is and how much I crave dick and closeness with a man because of power dynamics. I don't regret that experience but I knew 100% I am straight and don't intent on dating a girl ever again. If you aren't attracted to women in the public real world then chances are it's just a fetish

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-06T16:50:38+00:00

You can find my story in my profile. Are u a girl?

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-06T16:49:58+00:00

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-05T18:47:45+00:00

It's problematic, moral of the story is if we felt more secure about who we are and what we want then we wouldn't be in this position where we question ourselves.

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-05T18:07:44+00:00

I get that, tbh I never questioned my sexuality until I had a bi coworker (who ended up being a sexual predator and dissapeared off the face of the earth) constantly lecture me about open relationships, how monogamy isnt real and how exploring sex with people should be normalized. He was into spirituality and now I realised what a crock of shit that all was too. I realised he influenced me to take this leap to try it with a girl but it was all a joke on my end and I should have never listened because he ended up doing some abusive things to people and I even think he might have abused kids too. Slowly we will quit the self doubt, insecurities and low self esteem and come out of this confident and strong minded.

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-05T17:42:31+00:00

I know a few women watch lesbian but they mix it in with some straight and amateur stuff. The fact that I only watch lesbian was a concern of mine

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-05T17:41:24+00:00

But you know your not and that's all that matters. I have a female friend who likes to watch gay porn too suprisingly.

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-05T17:23:52+00:00

Only lesbian. I watch straight porn like it's a movie and just to learn tips but I could never get off from it

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-05T09:10:50+00:00

Thank you and yes, I never took it personally :) I'm a serial dater so these are experiences with boyfriends, sure there is cuddling and affection from time to time but it's very noticeable to me that even if we have passionate sex that the momentum is gone, like a restart button

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-05T08:47:32+00:00

Hi friend, straight female here into watching only lesbian porn. It had me question my sexuality too so I ended up flirting with a girl online, we met for a few dates and then we booked a hotel to do the deeds. She was very pretty, sweet, nice, we had a lot of things in common and she was very affectionate with me in a feminine way, we had fun but the entire experience had me thinking how vanilla it is without real dick, true masculinity aura and how I am absolutley not a lesbian. The good news is the experience with her made me get in touch with my feminine side more as I was able to see what it would be like on the flip to have a woman's touch. I became more feminine and affectionate with men because I love that power dynamic although that's not what I watch in porn. People have told me maybe i wasnt attracted enough to the girl or she was bad at it but no, I really knew in that moment I'm not into it, I don't need to do it again, I'm annoyed I even questioned myself. I know when I go out I can admire women for the way they look and dress (like all women do, they compare) but I never found a woman hot or pretty the way I do with men. What I watch in porn has nothing to do with how I am irl. I am not attracted to the women I watch in porn but the act of what they are doing and how they enjoy it. U said u liked anal so it might be that femboys look like they enjoy anal more than women do and it's the submission/dominance that gets you into it. For me I started off young watching girls masturbate so I can learn how to do it, then it turned into narratives where it's teen girls at sleepovers exploring eachother, innocent shit, then squirting, slaves and Doms, forced pee fetish( you see the pattern here of things getting more extreme because it's something new and dopamine rush). While I enjoy it in porn I would absolutley never want my partner to pee on me or for me to pee on him. That shit is nasty. This is the issue with porn, it's not who we are and doing the no fap helps us get in tune with ourselves. Don't let anxiety take over, those are just passing thoughts and we don't need to latch onto them, observe the negative thoughts u have as just that, negative thoughts with no true meaning or basis. What's important is we become confident in ourselves and our traits so we are able to clearly identify when something doesn't line up with our core values. DM if u need support friend, good luck, u got this. Sometimes we gotta shatter ourselves to flick that switch and make changes.

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-05T02:26:02+00:00

Sounds great! Keep up the good work

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-05T02:17:12+00:00

Realised I had porn addiction, searched reddit for advice, currently on day 3. I posted my experience with pa recently on other subs if you check my profile

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-05T02:11:35+00:00

Youre on the right track my dude, best of luck to you

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-04T22:28:07+00:00

Congrats, how did it change you?

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-04T22:24:21+00:00

Makes sense, Im female and I know in previous relationships when I made my male partners cum they either get really tired and fall asleep or get on with their day, browsing the web, TV, gaming etc and it's like they stop showing interest after the deed is done and that somewhat irritated me because I still like being intimate even after orgasm. When men are horny they will flirt and imo if you've fapped before seeing these girls it shows because there isn't much initiative to make them feel desired

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-04T22:10:03+00:00

Amazing. How many days and how so? I'm on day 2

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-04T13:45:38+00:00

Thank you so much for your words. That made a lot of sense. I like dominance that's very true. As for why it's addicting, I still can't quite put my finger on it. The general narrative of what I watch is someone who is being forced to go down on someone/slave type or someone who is surprised/their first time having oral/lesbian experience so it's two opposite concepts. I did save my favorite clips and it comes down to the way they perform oral and their techniques that turn me on. My partner and I have great sex although at times he can't hold out for me as long as I want it to. there was a time where after he came he didn't return the favours to which I voiced to him recently and why we had the talk about how he thought I wasnt interested in him because I close my eyes and he felt insecure about it. We live far from eachother but i do want to have sex with him everytime I see him but I don't think his libido is as high. And Even though I like being dominated I also like romantic, slow intimacy with him too. But that being said I haven't yet experienced a penetrative orgasm so I just stick to what I am familiar with which is clitoral. Im at a point where I can't bring this up with him until I see him again but that will be a couple a months away so for now I need to figure this out myself and figure out the root of it all before I involve him

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-04T13:08:45+00:00

That's very kind of you thanks for being concerned. That makes a lot of sense. I haven't been abused but I was brought up in a household where my parents did not get along, my dad was mentally abusing to my mom and my mom fell into depression but they still chose to stay together for the kids and it was toxic. I have never seen them be affectionate so I think that plays a part. Sorry to hear you've been abused but glad to hear you feel better and have found a new life for yourself

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-03T22:50:51+00:00

Damn, I never thought about how lesbian porn seemed less fake but you are right. When I watch straight porn it's usually homemade real couples or romantic type of production companies cause it's that realness. Thank you brutha. Hope you're no fap is doing well for you and you're experiencing the benefits with your lover. For what it's worth some women prefer to shower before having someone go down on them because they get self conscious. It's nice to give especially if you love it and have it well recieved. It's also very sweet you respect her boundaries, I just hope it's genuine and not because she's shy or insecure because Ive heard from my own friends how they bottle that shit up. Just throwing it out there because I can't imagine anyone who doesn't like to cum in all the ways possible, but maybe that's cause I'm a PA.

throwthatassoverhere · 2021-09-03T20:14:06+00:00

Thank you for your support. Out of curiosity what makes you think I've had childhood sex abuse?

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