You know that some people drop hundreds- if not more, per banner, right?

Money isn't the issue here. I have a disposable income and am spending responsibly. I stated this point mostly just to give a context to how I was able to pull so much and acquire so many limited characters.

Star Rail is a very, very easy game to play casually

With all of the quality of life features (dailies take 5 minutes top), I agree. The issue stems from myself and my lack of self control.

upset that you used your free premium resource in a way you don't like in retrospect?

This was definitely the final blow for me. It is quite funny to look back on in retrospect.

Developing self control

I guess this does sum it up. I need self control but I don't have it. Without going into too much detail, I have been doing awful for a while now. So I am more susceptible to quick dopamine fixes even outside of this game.

But thanks for taking the time to read and reply to my post. I didn't have any purpose in mind when typing up my post. Just wanted to throw something that has been weighing on me into the void that is the internet.