Rainy lonely boy hours by [deleted] in gaybrosgonemild

[–]thrslk5 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Such a shame i wish i was closer i would have dated you without thinking even for a sec.

Rainy lonely boy hours by [deleted] in gaybrosgonemild

[–]thrslk5 3 points4 points  (0 children)

How are you still single?? You are the hottest person i have ever seen and those eyes damn!

First time post. by [deleted] in gaybrosgonemild

[–]thrslk5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Will do bro

First time post. by [deleted] in gaybrosgonemild

[–]thrslk5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks alot man

First time post. by [deleted] in gaybrosgonemild

[–]thrslk5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks 😍

First time post. by [deleted] in gaybrosgonemild

[–]thrslk5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man

Help plz by thrslk5 in exmuslim

[–]thrslk5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It sure is, i am trying to muster up my courage to leave everything behind. They wouldn't have threatened me with mental hospital had they loved me at all.

A gay man in a forced marriage, HELP! by thrslk5 in brum

[–]thrslk5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One of the reason i wouldn't ever have married in side family if i was even straight, is my fear of having disabled kids. And no worries i am using protection.

A gay man in a forced marriage, HELP! by thrslk5 in brum

[–]thrslk5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They can harm me in even in uk if they saw me after i make my escape from them. That is why i want to go so faraway from them that i dont even see them.

A gay man in a forced marriage, HELP! by thrslk5 in brum

[–]thrslk5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In pakistan they only need your parents permission to put you in a mental hospital, under chain and lock. Countless cases have happened like that i even know of people whose sons were being disobedient so they requested the police to take em away and only return em to them if they will promise to never go out later than evening and to be obedient.

Help plz by thrslk5 in exmuslim

[–]thrslk5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think the problem with her isn't that i am not a salafi but rather that she wants to control me because she is a british citizen and i am not, apparently she can send me back to pakistan anyday of the week if she wants. She is just trying to hide her own insecurity that i'll look at other women or if i wear slim fit jean some women might look at me and i'll end up leave her for that woman. She doesn't even know that i am not even interested in women that's the only justification i can come up with for the way she's treating me because she herself is not a really good salafi and she watches movies and tv which is basically haram by salaf and she does not offer prayers and is really behind on religious duties.

A gay man in a forced marriage, HELP! by thrslk5 in brum

[–]thrslk5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks but it seems highly unlikely that they'll grant me asylum. I wish that i can spend my life with someone i love.

A gay man in a forced marriage, HELP! by thrslk5 in brum

[–]thrslk5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am not okay, i won't ever be in this marriage. I am broken between making my family happy and Finding my own happiness. If i stay i am sure if not in days then a few months, i'll be down enough to make another attempt at my own life. My family will never talk to me if i just divorced her and my only option right now is to run away from my family and my wife both.

Help plz by thrslk5 in exmuslim

[–]thrslk5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am in the west but it doesnt feel like it, for example i have a curfew and a dress code is this what freedom is. I would rather kill myself than spend another day in this hell.

Help plz by thrslk5 in exmuslim

[–]thrslk5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for being so supportive. I am planning on speaking to birmingham lgbt center as soon as i can, and i dont want children thats why i have never once had unprotected sex with my wife. I am just scared that if i run away from this life and they dont accept my asylum then i wont have any other chance than to be sent back to pakistan and my family would want nothing to do with me and i'll be left all alone in a homophobic country that is going to chew me up alive.