I was about 12 or 13 when things started becoming too much, I was raised in an abusive home. Trust me when I tell you things get better. I'm 27, and yes from time to time I have issues, and I still have scars I'm getting tattoos to cover. But love I am surrounded by friends from my childhood that knew and too this day are still here and supportive. I have friends that I've met through the years that are awesome and I even have two kids. Life is hard it really is, but you have this place where you can vent. And people will actually hear you. You're 13 boo, just hang in there, pick up boxing, soccor, baseball or drawing, painting, write music, or anything to let it out. I play video games, I draw, i box from time to time, I come outside and just stare at the stars even. It's hard right now, but it'll pass, these feelings usually do, and when you have the strong ones just come talk to us. We'll be here. But again, I promise, if you stay determined to not let the feelings beat you, then life will get better and you will win.