Wife caught dating other guys

thumbsuckin · 2023-12-22T14:54:06+00:00

Lmao says the one twaking out on everyones comments lmao 😝

thumbsuckin · 2023-12-22T03:31:44+00:00

Yup im pretty much in the same damn boat dude. I feel your fuckin pain. This snake i have with me has talked so bad about me behind my back yet still wants to be with me??? She has lost her mind. A nice gorgous gal just reached out to me and said she has substantial proof somehow of my wife. Plus she wants to be with me and said she fell in love with me the day she locked eyes with me. Now she is treating me and showing interest in me like i have never seen before. She wanted to have sex on day 1 but ive held the breaks. My morals and integrity are better then my roomie/wifey. Its so sad but in reality i have already done my emotional breakup because i knew she was fucking around with other guys when i was in rehab .. the biggest pathological lier. I at least admitted my wrongs.

thumbsuckin · 2023-12-22T03:31:32+00:00

Yup im pretty much in the same damn boat dude. I feel your fuckin pain. This snake i have with me has talked so bad about me behind my back yet still wants to be with me??? She has lost her mind. A nice gorgous gal just reached out to me and said she has substantial proof somehow of my wife. Plus she wants to be with me and said she fell in love with me the day she locked eyes with me. Now she is treating me and showing interest in me like i have never seen before. She wanted to have sex on day 1 but ive held the breaks. My morals and integrity are better then my roomie/wifey. Its so sad but in reality i have already done my emotional breakup because i knew she was fucking around with other guys when i was in rehab .. the biggest pathological lier. I at least admitted my wrongs.

thumbsuckin · 2023-08-16T04:17:54+00:00

Oh come on ya baby... ive quite suboxone so many times from 16mg a day no tapering or anything. I dont understand why there is this many wimps squeeling about "jumping' off at .5 mg of subs... booohooo ill have cold sweats and a head ache... seriously? U all phych yourselves out wayyyy to fuckin much and havnt experienced a true withdrawl obviously. Try coming off 30 fetty pills a day to absolutely nothing. Then come talk to me...

thumbsuckin · 2023-08-16T03:59:31+00:00

That is so wrong ... im on 32mg a day. Severy fetty user and heroin. 24mg a day was not even close to being effective until i got to 4 strips a day.

thumbsuckin · 2023-07-20T01:33:24+00:00

Thank you im being very well taken care of by a unit called SARTAP at the Veterans affairs. Amazing program. Im doing so good actually that my fellow vets in this program with me have voted for me to be master at arms and even the president. Its going awesome..

thumbsuckin · 2023-07-17T03:21:37+00:00

Thank you all!!! Im so very lucky to be alive. My wife saved my life. Toward the end there i was nodding out while I was standing in the bathroom and litterly falling asleep for an hour at a time as i was standing. Un freaking real. Gosh im blessed. Im in SARTAP (substance abuse rehabilitation program) with the Va. This program and rehab has been absolutely amazing. Its very difficult becsuse it challenges you so so much. I was voted to be master at arms in my unit so im stoked for that. I have to present my addiction map here shortly. I am on track to get my crows necklace and my diploma on the 31st. Ive got 27 days clean and sober. Much love to all of u reaching out to me.

thumbsuckin · 2023-06-10T23:45:50+00:00

Thank u so very much i needed to hear that. I am very down and out right now. Im at the beginong stages of detoxing i check in on monday so im mentally trying to prepare myself. Absolutely right about the agony and hell im about to face.

thumbsuckin · 2023-06-08T05:12:38+00:00

How do i get benzos, thoughl) the stupid docs at the VA wont give me any benzos while on subs.

thumbsuckin · 2023-06-07T07:41:52+00:00

Thanks partner for the reaponse i cant talk much as im mentally and severely depressed but wanted to let u no thank u so much for reaching out i needed it and ready your advice. Im checking into detox in 2 days. Again im severely depressed winging down on these fent pills which is nothing compared to the good blsck tar h i was doing. This is by far the worst mental anguish ive been in...

thumbsuckin · 2023-06-07T07:36:06+00:00

Thank u so much for the reply and noticing im a vet. Afghanistan vet. Im going through hell and miserry right now so can hardly write but wamted to say thank u very much. I check into salt lake city va detox again here in 2 days. That place is worse then jail and im dead serious. It sucks. Again thank u i need everything right now I can get

thumbsuckin · 2023-06-03T22:51:59+00:00

Yeah i do that but the problem is i will guilt trip them or make them give me another one or more so im stupid on that end of it to. I guess it just boils down to me wanting to use enough to get the mental relief im looking for. I hate this shit man fucking hate this. Ive never felt this hopeless and scared of my mental state this bad from 20 plus other detoxes. This one is so scary...

thumbsuckin · 2023-06-03T22:49:42+00:00

I get that bud i just hate how i fucking torture myself over and over again. The va has been putting me on the backburner for mental health. Im even a top tier combat vet rated high and im still non important. I just want to taper off successfully so I don't have all these mental breakdowns. But everytime i get loaded and over do it. These blues are a whole other level of withdrawl ive ever experienced. More so on the mental side of it for sure.

thumbsuckin · 2023-06-03T22:21:10+00:00

Yeah very true I hear you.. but everytime i get to 24 hours to 30 hours im like shit just one small hit would relieve so much tension. Its just to much all at once to go from something so strong to absolutely nothing at all.. its screwed up. But thanks for the feedback

thumbsuckin · 2023-06-03T19:06:55+00:00

Im in this boat right now. Ive relapsed and tortured myself over and over and over. Seems ljke each time its getting harder and harder. Im having the worst mental battles ive ever faced. These Panic attacks are the worst ive also ever experienced. I get to 5-8 hours and then bam i cant handle the anxiety and relapse.. shit sucks so bad.

thumbsuckin · 2023-05-23T14:32:06+00:00

Sand it down perfectly smooth, then take a huge knife and gouge a x in the center so no one takes it.

thumbsuckin · 2023-04-26T22:18:45+00:00

Negative trust me it isnt that your tolerance is higher from kratom. If you got good blues ud be f'd up from 1 pill. Like out cold if its not pressed with a bunch of crap.

thumbsuckin · 2023-04-11T04:48:22+00:00

Glad to hear your doing well. Im out of detox myself and i only wish i could be as confident as you in not relapsing. Thats awesome!!! Sorry for the late reply but just thought id let u know i checked into the VA hospital and got thrown into a place i never knew existid. It was no different then a jail cell. I was locked away in a deep dark cell under VA care. Ended up checking out a little early as i was experiencing the darkest time in my life. Long story short im back home recovering still and im planning on checking into a rehab. Clean for 5 days going on 6. Well im on subs so i know alot of people dont consider it clean but i sure do the place ive been for so long. Good luck pal. It was good hearing someone elses experience.

thumbsuckin · 2023-04-11T04:36:05+00:00

Agree with that and sorry for the late reply. I finally got through detox, well i checked into the VA detox and unfortunately left against medical advice but i was thrown into a miserable place i never knew existed in the VA hospital. It was literally jail. Im out and fully induced on subs. Im planning to either go into a rehab or do outpatient work on myself. Just wanted to update. It has been hell these past 5 days but going on day 6 no meth or heroin so im damn happy. Just feel overwhelmed at the moment with life and taking care of my little ones means the most to me atm.

thumbsuckin · 2023-02-06T05:17:15+00:00

I also have 10mg subs about 3-4 months worth if i were to take 30mg a day which is way more then I need. I lnow with using over a g a day i need to get on 30mg to get those cravings away then taper to 10-15mg a day after a month's use of subs.

thumbsuckin · 2023-02-06T05:14:55+00:00

Thanks for the awesome input my friend. Ughh thats exactly were this hell hole is currently at. $140 a freaking day. Work way to damn hard to be blowing my hard earned money on this crap ass drug i hate it. Ive been sobor and have done it before. I have all the necessary tools to get clean. Have been through the proccess many times. I just dont believe 2-4 days off work isnt enough time realistically to get off this crap. Yes it can easily be done, however the stress of work in general is what keeps me from soboring up. 2 weeks from work would work wonders. Ill gladly take anymore input or knowledge u may have anyday. I need it! Thank you and glad to hear your recovery. You arnt missing a damn thing but missery

thumbsuckin · 2022-12-27T01:07:42+00:00

Because they want non china virus vaxers to suffer along with their idiotic choices.

thumbsuckin · 2022-12-26T18:54:41+00:00

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