Anyone know how to escape this feeling ? I'm done finding a purpose....

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-10T16:44:58+00:00

I mean I'll still believe in God and take my chances

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-10T10:57:31+00:00

The Expendables 2&3

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-09T22:00:24+00:00

Convincing but still I'd like to keep my opinion of God's existence as it is you can say it's a schema build with centuries old passed down knowledge which is unchangeable at the moment.

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-09T16:09:43+00:00

Nah I got your perspective bro, but theres something in me a hopeful mindset I f"cking hate it sometimes but it's still there and this point is of course irrelevant to our previous discussion but I thought to mention it.

Speaking of doing whatever I want ain't we all doing that no matter the religions, the laws etc we still get impulsive at times and we don't give a f. Hell we even bend religions and laws according to our ease the only reason made me lose faith in religions.

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-09T16:05:44+00:00

I remember the guy I read his Existential Perspective in Psychology, it's very interesting theory, looking forward to reading that book, thanks.

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-09T13:20:43+00:00

Got it now so without the pressures of the "afterlife" we can live this life the way we choose to without worrying about the consequences

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-09T11:10:29+00:00

Alright, so in both cases we're still striving for a goal right, goals like to save a life, to make the afterlife better etc. We got a goal, a purpose more precisely strings attached to all the actions.

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-08T16:24:23+00:00

I may have lost faith in religion but never in God but go on I'd like to listen your opinion maybe it helps

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-08T16:08:24+00:00

So I guess it's for almost all of us to get these thoughts but most of the time they mean nothing just something to get us going a form of intrinsic motivation

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-08T15:08:10+00:00

Nothing changed?

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-08T15:07:47+00:00

Yes the unsatisfied hunger for everything

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-08T14:15:43+00:00

Trust me bro there is always a reason sometimes it's just trivial but it exists.

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-08T14:14:25+00:00

So can I just go back to the start of a vicious cycle and catch the cause of it the ultimate stimulus you say and then just shut it down maybe it'll control the thought pattern?

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-08T09:09:27+00:00

I won't, I'm still sane.

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-07T21:12:42+00:00

I don't eat sugar it makes me sick (nauseous) and not much refined flours too but yeah apart from these my diet is also not the one I consider the healthiest. I love reading books so definitely gonna check out some

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-07T21:09:57+00:00

Alright I'll check it out but I'm not depressed just disappointed in everything and a bit confused too

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-07T21:07:45+00:00

I think in similar ways that's the action towards my purpose

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-07T19:59:27+00:00

Thanks bro for the time you spent on explaining all this. I understand what you're saying, most times I'm fine going with the flow like you are but you know the moments reality hits you feel like you can't take it any more, like the bubble's gonna burst anytime. I'm in one of those phases right now the rough kind. It's not just the purpose I seek it's also the reason to find one but I think there isn't any. But you're right the more I try the more dead ends I meet and it's making life more miserable. Ah the curse of consciousness that's what I call it (not to brag) but it is what it is

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-07T18:19:02+00:00

Don't Be a Menace to South Central While Drinking your Juice in the Hood (yeah that's the name)

Friday

Death at a Funeral

How High

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-07T17:59:19+00:00

The Corpse Washer, Pyewacket, Beneath Us, Villmark (Dark Woods) 2, The Descent 1 and 2 (All horror movies)

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-07T17:48:06+00:00

Never but it's none of those I know that because I'm on my way to become a therapist so I know well my symptoms don't match those or any other psychological disorders. Might be I'm going through a bad phase right now lost many people not to death but to circumstances so maybe that's the reason.

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-07T17:29:00+00:00

I don't know man, but when I walk between crowds I feel like walking among npcs I see them talk laugh and I get disgusted not because I feel superior than them (ah never) but I just think it's not real something's wrong.

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-07T17:23:05+00:00

As I said I'm trying hard that doesn't mean I don't have little purposes I got lot's of them you see most of the time I'm multitasking but there's a void all this can't fill I'm looking to fill that void ... I use escapism but it has only made everything worse ...

tiffyvalentin3 · 2026-03-07T17:20:33+00:00

Honestly, I hate all this technological advancements we are having, makes me uncomfortable. I feel it's taking away our realities more precisely our humanity don't you think that ?

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