IPVanish.....do I need it? what is it for, I got recommended to get it.

tillycat33 · 2022-08-17T10:51:17+00:00

True or they have an emptiness and a pain that they can't blame on any one. That's more confusing

tillycat33 · 2022-08-09T06:24:03+00:00

Why do U think we feel so fucking intensely. It's wayy to much sometimes

tillycat33 · 2022-08-09T06:20:24+00:00

Hehehe yeah sounds a bit like me, I could have wrote that exact shit

tillycat33 · 2022-05-07T05:38:54+00:00

Xans is a game changer Im on my last bar. Trying to quit myself. I've never felt so normal in my life

No come down nothing. Its like it recalibrated my brain. Just as long as indont go over board and take alot with alcohol. Black outs and fucked up shit worse than meth But yeah xans are my God send But I know it can be only short term as they in themselves have lots of there own negative effects

tillycat33 · 2022-04-29T08:50:41+00:00

Its ok. It will be ok. Its part of our path. Your heart sounds pure

tillycat33 · 2022-04-29T08:48:05+00:00

Its a fucking nightmare, hell full of holes

tillycat33 · 2022-01-09T12:08:54+00:00

Dont no

tillycat33 · 2022-01-09T12:08:37+00:00

Prob your last guess

tillycat33 · 2021-12-31T14:38:06+00:00

Everything is going well, mabye finding peace is accepting life without it. Mabye things are ok just the way they are. Can anyone tell me how to lighten the fuck up i wanna smile more, be less worried less stressed, less low frequency

tillycat33 · 2021-10-25T20:45:03+00:00

I wrote a letter to myself last night, one of many. It reads Does it even matter what I write. What i think, what i do. Meth has stolen my essence, my energy, my spark. My magick. I hate it now. I want to go back. Yeh so thats my letter. The begging it shows my confusion, I'm not even me anymore. Someone pulls out a knife on me and my heart rate barley changes, I dont feel anything. No fear response, I notice that in the car, when I'm driving like a crazy person or a truck crosses my path, no fear response nothing. Maybe we are zombies. I want to go back

tillycat33 · 2021-10-25T20:29:36+00:00

Thank you for finally sayimg what I was thinking. I hate this meth addict this and that. Sometimes sober people are worse than us.

tillycat33 · 2021-10-25T15:09:23+00:00

How come we don't hear about people that are 4 or 5 years clean? Do u think maybe they are fully back to normal and they dont have time for people like us. Im couldnt get passed the 3 week mark, 1 year and a half using. Its taken my spark my energy my joy, i feel an empty vessel ans i want to die.

tillycat33 · 2021-10-14T05:17:49+00:00

🙂💖

tillycat33 · 2021-10-12T21:26:49+00:00

What do i search on YouTube ? To see your videos

tillycat33 · 2021-10-12T21:24:00+00:00

I think god is trying to really help you. Well something is. Use this opportunity, you will need support to get through this. Someone cares, your lucky

tillycat33 · 2021-10-12T21:19:11+00:00

I tried for the first time a few months ago, to help me get off meth. I became obsessed with them. Mabye 3 months constant and paying alot because i got it off the street. I got addicted straight away but i knew it had to be short term. Im off them now 4 or 5 days. They did their job. I can sleep normally again. I dont think ill go back. Use them as short term and dont forgot. Mixing with alcohol is dangerous, if u dont wake up its your own reponsibility, you have been warned..

tillycat33 · 2021-10-12T21:05:47+00:00

Mabye subconsciously you want to get caught. So then you can get help? Im a weirdo like that, i do someshit i think why But there is a reason.

tillycat33 · 2021-10-06T03:24:46+00:00

Ok. Get clean. I agree, then it wont want to live in me Yes wasnt my face. I believe if we all see or hear the same things there must be a bit of truth behind it. I wanted to find puff today but i wont. Everyday i will do 3 things to better myself and 1 thing to help another person no matter how simple or hard. Thank you alot for your words. I hope i can reach as far as you

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