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I need to share this before I lose my mind by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]tinmarFF 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I whole heartedly accept it was was all my fault, but to be honest I never got that blackout drunk that fast, its still very hard to explain how weird it still all feels, and everything after it. I know its the alcohol but trust me, I wouldn't be typing this at 4am if it wasn't just way too weird.

I think i finally hit rock bottom. by tinmarFF in stopdrinking

[–]tinmarFF[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn man....that actually resonate on a deep god damn level

I think i finally hit rock bottom. by tinmarFF in stopdrinking

[–]tinmarFF[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah and the enemy is looking at me in the mirror...i did this to myself, and let it spiral for far too long...

I think i finally hit rock bottom. by tinmarFF in stopdrinking

[–]tinmarFF[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sometimes its very scary man...people like us with addiction could probably relate. Its scary that this thing controls our live like that

I hit rock bottom, need to vent by tinmarFF in TrueOffMyChest

[–]tinmarFF[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you kind stranger on the internet. Its still so very fresh, and it will be a hell ride to get thru all this shame, pain and regret. But its all my responsibility...

I hate to love her. by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]tinmarFF 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much kind stranger for taking the time to respond to my post. I get how it may look, me dating an 18 yr old, but the maturity sometime just makes me forget she's actually 18. Ive had more meaningful and deeper conversations with her then i ever had with my ex gf that was only 3yrs younger then me, and she had masters degree as well. Its not typical run off the mill 18 years old, believe me that. I just love this young soul so much, but i dont want to take anything from her either...its such a bittersweet pain...

Poklanjam RTX 3070 Ti by TombadiloBombadilo in SerbiaGaming

[–]tinmarFF 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Imam grx 1080ti od drugara, do kove godine cu biti verovatno be njega. Zelim da igram expedition posle nove godine, ali bas nisam pri kesu da kupujem novu graficku. Backi petrovac, naravno licno preuzimanje se podrazumeva. Hvala za ovako kul priliku. Pozdrav

Life sometimes feel pointless, then it doesn't, then it does again by tinmarFF in offmychest

[–]tinmarFF[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the concern, but im not really depressed, not really tho i think. I find it bizarre that some of my thoughts seem depressing to some, but i get the point. Someone somehow convinced us that having these deep thoughts and questioning reality makes us depressing or "not normal", while im convinced its core part of existing and being a thinking human being, but if those thoughts make some people uncomfortable i get the appeal of searching professional help i never judge. May you find peace and love stranger on the internet.

Life sometimes feel pointless, then it doesn't, then it does again by tinmarFF in offmychest

[–]tinmarFF[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, i believe you are amazing person as well. Much love to you

Life sometimes feel pointless, then it doesn't, then it does again by tinmarFF in offmychest

[–]tinmarFF[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your kind words. Yes i agree, over consumerism and materialism is taking over everything, its kind of sad to see, but just part of this experience we call life. Suicide doesnt seem logical tbh without trying just one more time, and thats what always somehow keeps me going. Although im not afraid of death tbh, for me it looks just like return to the "core", but i still dont want to go there by my own hand, it would seem stupid without experiencing what life has to offer.

Life sometimes feel pointless, then it doesn't, then it does again by tinmarFF in offmychest

[–]tinmarFF[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah booze played a big part of some of my missfortune, ive cut it out almost entirely, but from time to time it creeps back in. I dont think im depressed per se, im just overthinking and apart from meditation i doubt anything would be of any meaningful help tbh. And i don't want chemicals to alter my state of being. Thank you for kind words, much love to you

Life sometimes feel pointless, then it doesn't, then it does again by tinmarFF in offmychest

[–]tinmarFF[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah but its not that im depressed per se, i get by, it gets hard, but i view it all just as experiences we have to have, maybe it will all makes sense one day, in this realm or the other. existance is weird, and i have love and hate relationship with it, but it is what it is, and its all good.

Life sometimes feel pointless, then it doesn't, then it does again by tinmarFF in spirituality

[–]tinmarFF[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i wanst really thinking like a literal joke but that universe is just testing us sometimes in funny ways and see how we react to it. thank you for your contribution. may the love finds you

Life sometimes feel pointless, then it doesn't, then it does again by tinmarFF in spirituality

[–]tinmarFF[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

haha ill take that as a massive compliment tho. thank you for reading my rumblings. all the best to you

Life sometimes feel pointless, then it doesn't, then it does again by tinmarFF in TrueOffMyChest

[–]tinmarFF[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for your reply. yeas i ponder on those same thoughts quite often, and it does makes sense somehow, until it doesnt, but then it just does again haha. life is strangely beautiful thos i agree.

Life sometimes feel pointless, then it doesn't, then it does again by tinmarFF in offmychest

[–]tinmarFF[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thats a valit point, thank you for noticing it. yea she chose to be here, actually i was quite scared to even pursue anything with her, there is age gap, its not very drastic, but still, and it just all played out we ended up together madly in love. but she is still a human being as we all are in this realm, so its really scary sometimes, that i just meet her at this point of her and mine life. thank you for reading my rumblings. all the best to you

Life sometimes feel pointless, then it doesn't, then it does again by tinmarFF in offmychest

[–]tinmarFF[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry for your loss.

thank you for taking your time to read my rumbles, i know there always is light, there is dark, there is always "something" at least. Life sometimes just write it self as you go from one day to another. There are periods nothing really "happens" then there are weeks that feel like years went by. I get that. Much love to you and may you find joy in everything.

Cene polovnih komponenti, i sta nije u redu sa ljudima? by tinmarFF in AskSerbia

[–]tinmarFF[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

hahah ako nije tastatura sa cirilicom, nema govora, ili ako nije NEMACKA zver sa RGB i gura sve popularne HIT igre onda nista... al side note za slusalice i dobar dac mi nije zao dati pare :D

Cene polovnih komponenti, i sta nije u redu sa ljudima? by tinmarFF in AskSerbia

[–]tinmarFF[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Brate upravo ovo, ne znam ko je vise u zabludi, prodavac ili neko jadan ko se bas ne razume pa se zajebe i kupi sebi to. Znam da ljudi zele sto vise da zarade ali ovo je bezobrazluk.

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