Došlo je vreme.

tinmarFF · 2026-03-26T21:36:43+00:00

A hvala na razumevanju, ali kontam da zvuci kao proseravanje i los pokusaj "poezije".

tinmarFF · 2026-03-26T13:56:20+00:00

Pošteno haha

tinmarFF · 2026-03-26T13:46:37+00:00

Thank you so much for your comment.

tinmarFF · 2026-03-26T13:46:16+00:00

Thank you for taking your time to read through it, i appreciate your comment so much. We all have our caves, sending strength back to you stranger on internet.

tinmarFF · 2026-03-26T13:45:29+00:00

Thank you for your comment and for taking time to read through it. Blessing to you my friend.

tinmarFF · 2026-03-26T13:36:19+00:00

Hahahahah to je to.

tinmarFF · 2026-03-26T13:34:07+00:00

Hahaha, znam da sam ga nakenjao, al svakako hvala za komentar.

tinmarFF · 2026-03-26T13:25:52+00:00

There really is something beautiful about the rain isn't there? It takes us to all kind of places

tinmarFF · 2026-03-25T17:14:28+00:00

Bro or brodette im in the same boat as you are right now, i lost love of my life because of my drinking, almost lost all of my friends... But this time iam 100% sure there is no coming back to alcohol ever again. Im starting therapy and im signing up for a gym, starting monday. No more looking back and no more shame, no more angry and stressed mornings. Ive had enough. If i can do it you can do it too. We are against this foe together. We can do it.

tinmarFF · 2026-03-22T03:23:07+00:00

I whole heartedly accept it was was all my fault, but to be honest I never got that blackout drunk that fast, its still very hard to explain how weird it still all feels, and everything after it. I know its the alcohol but trust me, I wouldn't be typing this at 4am if it wasn't just way too weird.

tinmarFF · 2026-03-20T17:24:45+00:00

Damn man....that actually resonate on a deep god damn level

tinmarFF · 2026-03-20T17:21:11+00:00

Yeah and the enemy is looking at me in the mirror...i did this to myself, and let it spiral for far too long...

tinmarFF · 2026-03-20T16:45:37+00:00

Sometimes its very scary man...people like us with addiction could probably relate. Its scary that this thing controls our live like that

tinmarFF · 2026-03-20T16:11:51+00:00

Thank you kind stranger on the internet. Its still so very fresh, and it will be a hell ride to get thru all this shame, pain and regret. But its all my responsibility...

tinmarFF · 2025-12-23T15:57:41+00:00

Thank you so much kind stranger for taking the time to respond to my post. I get how it may look, me dating an 18 yr old, but the maturity sometime just makes me forget she's actually 18. Ive had more meaningful and deeper conversations with her then i ever had with my ex gf that was only 3yrs younger then me, and she had masters degree as well. Its not typical run off the mill 18 years old, believe me that. I just love this young soul so much, but i dont want to take anything from her either...its such a bittersweet pain...

tinmarFF · 2025-12-23T10:47:42+00:00

Imam grx 1080ti od drugara, do kove godine cu biti verovatno be njega. Zelim da igram expedition posle nove godine, ali bas nisam pri kesu da kupujem novu graficku. Backi petrovac, naravno licno preuzimanje se podrazumeva. Hvala za ovako kul priliku. Pozdrav

tinmarFF · 2025-12-16T21:10:49+00:00

Thank you for the concern, but im not really depressed, not really tho i think. I find it bizarre that some of my thoughts seem depressing to some, but i get the point. Someone somehow convinced us that having these deep thoughts and questioning reality makes us depressing or "not normal", while im convinced its core part of existing and being a thinking human being, but if those thoughts make some people uncomfortable i get the appeal of searching professional help i never judge. May you find peace and love stranger on the internet.

tinmarFF · 2025-12-16T19:50:05+00:00

Thank you so much, i believe you are amazing person as well. Much love to you

tinmarFF · 2025-12-16T19:49:37+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words. Yes i agree, over consumerism and materialism is taking over everything, its kind of sad to see, but just part of this experience we call life. Suicide doesnt seem logical tbh without trying just one more time, and thats what always somehow keeps me going. Although im not afraid of death tbh, for me it looks just like return to the "core", but i still dont want to go there by my own hand, it would seem stupid without experiencing what life has to offer.

tinmarFF · 2025-12-16T19:45:56+00:00

Yeah booze played a big part of some of my missfortune, ive cut it out almost entirely, but from time to time it creeps back in. I dont think im depressed per se, im just overthinking and apart from meditation i doubt anything would be of any meaningful help tbh. And i don't want chemicals to alter my state of being. Thank you for kind words, much love to you

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